This is the way I’m feeling towards me ‘friends’ right now. I use to believe in those people but now I don’t know how I feel. Here’s the full story: I was friends to what I believe was a snake. He just was a jerk towards me a lot and I really didn’t see cause he was also very kind to me. But….this week was very much gave me a light on who be was, towards me. So I came back this week very sick and very hormonal. I was happy to see my friends again. Including my best and closest friends that I’ve know every since 2nd grade. So Monday March 11, 9:55am break time. I was with a guy friend explaining to him why I was sick, when I heard three of my friends talk about one of my favorite series ninjago. They were talking about one character who I thought was really cool. So I was going to jump in and right as I was about to speak my guy friend, who I’ll call Echo (the Jerk), told me that it wasn’t my conversation. I get that it wasn’t my conversation but I just wanted to join in. I was about to tell him that when he said something that just got me riled up. ‘Oh, My God this isn’t your conversation. Get out of here. Nobody likes you’ or something like that. I was shocked and angry I yelled at him and did a motion that I know that I shouldn’t have done but did. I 'hit’ him (not really) with my sketch book and he then punched it. Thankfully none of my pictures got ripped but he did bend them. I then stormed off mad. I went to my 4th period class and claimed down. I then went to lunch. Note: My school has a block schedule. So it’s really different. I saw my friend, Who I’ll call hope, and said hi to her. She didn’t say hi so I thought she had her bluetooth in. I was going to where our group usually hangs out and please take a note that all three of us could of handle this situation differently. I was about to walk over there when Echo stopped me and said 'No, No, No. What did I say’ Me getting all angry told him that it was my group to but what i heard next just brought me into tears. 'We took a vote and we don’t want you here’ I was confused and angry which I had every right to be I just started to cry and ran off. I was crying and calling my mom when the principle found me and asked what’s up. I told my friends just kicked out of the group for no reason. He then set the first year concealer out and she took me back to the school. (We have an open area for our school) She ended up claim me down and I told her the full story. I then went to my final class and asked my friends in the class about the situation. Come to found out they were confused about and didn’t even voted me out. I was even more pissed. I came home and texted my friend hope. I have the text messages so if anyone wants to know what we talked about then I’ll post them later. She then explained to me that she did here during lunch and that she barely knew me. A girl that I have know every since 2nd grade who we invited into our home to hangout and have sleepovers and I told every secret to barely knows me. I was pissed. I showed my dad, mom, and grandma the texts and they weren’t really happy. The next day I found out why I had been kicked out of the group it turned out that they didn’t really like mine personality. Note it was only three of them. And they wanted me to 'take a break’ From the group. So I could 'fix it’ over summer break. Not its March and they could of told me in the middle or the beginning of the year. I was pissed enough to leave the group. I only talk to a few of my friends from that group. I haven’t been to that group since Tuesday. I’m not going back to that group cause the two that hurt me the most are in that group and are ignoring me. Which I really to care cause they back stabbed me. Also if they’re reading this then can you guys please pull those knives you stabbed me with out of my back and just at least give my an apology. Cause you guys really f-up big time. I still care about you guys but to let you know if the show was on the other foot. I wouldn’t have listened to some I had met during middle school and if you guys were doing something i didn’t like i wouldn’t have kept it bottled up and waited until almost the end of the year. And for right now, if you guys want any help from me, which I doubt, but still I will not help you guys. I still care about you guys but I wouldn’t have done what you did. To the people reading this I’ll give you guys an update on what happened. I speak more about this later.
