#if wips

I wish to make an IF and this IF, a sad but yet loveable IF that makes me cry and feel disgusted and sad also did I meant sad ? Also don't question my feelings and why I cry. (and if you saw me post this by accident, no I didn't)

Like....

@reinekes-fox 's IFs, I just finished replaying his game again and I cried, fuck ass game (in a lovely way not in a mean way !) and I love it... Like omg, cried. I love the ROs from what routes I played, gonna play some more and MC, I love you.

@apt502-if, Why Rainn ? Rainn low-key made me cry when they broke up with us (well that prologue or episode 1..?) But anyways, I cried, I cried. Also love the ROs, and Rainn, I will be at your bottom up with your damn Tesla.

@darkfictionjude, for every IF, I cried. For WWC, I cried because of the angst and MC, like the romance options (for lock-ins), fucking imre, and for EC, it was at the start, omg I cried because I just finished going to a funeral and that's why it was confusing to me, sad emotions. For OHYS, it was everything, oh my babys !

@suevi-if, Lowkey almost cried during the prologue because... It was sad and I felt bad and everything else in the chapter one, for some reason felt sad. I cried and felt embarrassed afterwards.

@untitledrockstar-if, I cried because of everything, I cried mostly for MC and it kinda reminded me of my past relationship (R n MC) and how messy it was so I cried also can't wait for more angst !!

@tales-of-wocdes, I cried for MC like my baby (asif, I ain't picking the worse options out there) and I love the characters, can't wait for more fluff and angst because everything is amazing !

@infamous-if, I loved it. Every chapter I played, I shred tears like it was sad and I was like omg, my emotions are weak AF but I like it and I love every chapter can't wait for more angst !

@woesoftheirwretched-if, cried, I played this game after I finished crying / playing tales of wocdes and low-key made me sad like sigh, also pearl hehe...

@the-six-that-thrive-if, I forgot why I cried but I do remember this game and I cried but I forgot why, so I gonna have to cry and replay this game once more but I do remember playing it !

@the-kingshound, well what I can say ? I cried, I forgot again but I remember crying and talking about kings hound when I was with Pearl, we were making fun of me crying.

@vapolis, I do remember crying on this one and this made me feel like happy and sad also a bit freaky because I cried while doing the uh bj scene because I started to cry before that for some reason and just picked that option while laughing and crying. emotions are weird.

@pavedinashes-if, cried and I am glad I gave this a chance because of the angst and I cried, it was worth it and I cried also I wanna replay it because I need to try out new options.

@pressplay-if, this made me cry which obviously why its on this list, I cried because of all the scenes plus I love all the characters and the backstories also mb, didn't mean to bodyshame.

@neondreams-if, I just felt sad and happy playing game, I cried and I did feel embarrassed because all the sudden I cried and laughed while playing also love it.

@cosmic-writes-if, it makes sense why I cried. I need to replay the game though because knd of forgot but I do remember crying and following and with santdun. uh santdm, oh my gosh I can't spell, low-key my eyes still hurt from crying but it was all the sudden when I cried.

@theoperativeif, I cried also I love my white-haired bf (well lover to be gender neutral) but I loved the game also love the choices and love MC, like pick me /hj and its an interesting game.

@llamagirl28, Mordred and everyone there made me cry, I love all the characters and it just makes me feel sad and cry, also I love Arthur and our dear dad (I love him) and mwah.

@ohmotherwhereartthou-if, I cried because of MC and mother, it was lovely to play this game and an amazing game, like I cried. I cried. He cried, we crode.

@jinlai, amazing game and I forgot why I cried and it was all the sudden but amazing game and I have to replay it, I love it and the title interested me when I first saw it because Idk.

Good??

Just kiddingbut I think I want to post day two, I kinda feel iffy about it because its good, it has stuff that i WANT :3 but it doesnt feel right so I think I am going to post it and I still have to add scenes about

#reactions to looking like esme / betsy.

(I did some reactions about looking like bellamy, jasmine, and brutus)

All I want to do is work on IFs. All the IFs. Every IF I ever started and never knew how to actually work or how to finish.

Izuna Uchiha: He is a fair-skinned man with spiky, black hair that had a blue tint to it and is spiky in the back. His bangs parted down the centre of his face to frame both sides of it. His eyes are of course, the typical Uchiha clansman color, which is black or extremely dark brown. He wears the standard Uchiha outfit, consisting of a high-collared, blue shirt with the Uchiha crest on his upper back and black pants wrapped up in white bandages at the ends. On his waist, he has a belt that holds a sack that presumably holds ninja tools, as well as his katana. 12 years old and 159 cm.

Tanui Hozuki: A lanky teen from the Hozuki clan. Tanui is the black sheep of their clan, literally. The only child in their clan with black hair, Tanui is considered an anomaly in a family of blonde and silver haired people. Black curly hair and hooded lavender-colored eyes, with golden brown skin. 13 years old and 159 cm.

M!Tanui: Hair is shoulder-length and typically worn in a bun on top of his head. Has a beauty mark above his left eyebrow. Wears a dark purple changshan-style shirt with white trimming and a light purple carp pattern on the right side. Underneath is black-colored pants with striped leg warmers typical of his village. He carries a water jug attached to a belt around his waist.

F!Tanui: Hair is to the middle of their back. She typically wears it in twin tails. Has a beauty mark above her right eyebrow. Wears a dark purple qipao dress that stops at her knees with white trimming and a light purple carp pattern on the right side. Underneath, she wears fishnet leg stockings with black boots. She also carries a water jug attached to a belt around her waist.

You are haunted.

Those words simply sound so strange to utter. Ghosts, ghouls, demons, and poltergeists were fables and myths meant to strike fear into the godless. But here you are. A living testament to those false "tales".

Ghastly shades and haunting phantasms have stalked your movements since you were 11. They fed on your life force and manipulated your fate with their bony fingers. You rarely felt a moment of rest until their presence all but vanished one day. The dark ages.. or what you so affectionately refer to it as. From age 13 to 14 your life was just one large blank spot. You couldn't remember what you did, or the events of that year. On your 14th birthday, it was like waking up from a long nap. It was just another day for you. But to your family; that day meant everything to them. You were unfazed and blase at the concerned and crying faces of your family. Nor could you understand what exactly happened to you that year. No one talked about it, and they weren't willing to tell you what happened.. all you knew was that the spirits no longer plagued you. And for that you were happy.

Your life has slowed down significantly in terms of ghostly encounters. Your past demons have been subjected, and you may finally be able to move on with your life. However, you can’t shake the feeling that something is wrong… Oh, so very bad.

Your once peaceful dreams have become recurring nightmares.  You dream of desecrated churches, burning red skies, and overflowing rivers teeming with dead fish. Shadowy figures with malicious intent and distorted cackles grip your soul. It’s just dreams; is what you tell yourself. But the choir of voices that hum melodically in your ears when you wake is too daunting to dismiss. Your spirits are back, and they refuse to be ignored.

The daily horror you experience and the constant stress of your life is beginning to take a toll on your psyche, and it is all too much. Your best friend Tama Shirosaki recommends an experimental VR game called ”A Trial of Horror” to destress, but something about the company and its website rubs you the wrong way. You don't understand how Tama would think this is a good idea, but an incentive of $10,000 to play is too good to pass up, especially when you have loans and bills.

The VR feels too real, every scratch and scrap, you gain burns with pain, and your lungs feel like they are on fire as you run. This game you are in may not just be a game; every mistake you make has real consequences. If you want to get out, it would be in your best interest to survive, but your survival does not mean the game is over. It is just the beginning... 

Stuck within a vicious cycle, you struggle to find the truth behind these sinister plots and get yourself permanently unsubscribed from the company’s beta testing. 

Perhaps you may finally get some rest after this is all over. If your ghosts will let you.