why is this so brutal like its intense but like good intense but intense yk intense
I wanted it to be intense and brutal as hell! ^^, I said that it was messed up, with the characters and the story as a whole. Characters aren't straight evil or good, they are like morally grey in a way, (aside from some characters) because you know :3 I will not lie, I do not hate any of my characters, its weirdddd.
ALSO BECAUSE the whole point is because the world they are in, its messed up, its filled with no hope or dreams, just reality and nightmares. If you lived in that world, I would describe it as stuffy and just heavy, LIKE everything that is holding you and just the tension of it. I also wanted the game to feel stuffy and heavy because the world is. (also because the prologue should be the least heavier or stuffy feeling because MC there HAS hope but older MC has no hope so future chapters will be MORE STUFFY, intense and heavy.)!!!!!!
Also if I was there in the world, I would be so sad and like sad because that's how I want the world to be, the children are a bit aware though some might ignore or accept it which MC at first ignores it but will soon accept it, Esme ignores it very much but accepts it a bit, Ceres ignores it but accepts it fully like MC. Gold ignores it, she cannot help it but she will soon accept it. Young Lucy accepts, Sally ignores it but half accepts it. Emil ignores it at first but fully accepts it but still has hope which is different from everyone (aside from ESME who STILL has some hope to live with MC and go away from everything.) >>
YOU CANT RELY ON ANYONE NOT EVEN YOURSELF
Which children will see their world different from the start to later on, I wanted to show innocence and losing that or rather hope to hopeless, every adult is hopeless because they accepted the world they live in, its hard to get hope. (which you can see from Jasmine, Bellamy, and soon other adult characters such as MC---at the start and later on if you choose---and that's how their world is. Its like watching your favorite toy or teddy slowly lose that thing (Sparkle) you loved or it growing dirty.
(I love rambling about my own game and lore)