So for If Gathering’s newest study, we are learning how to really understand and interpret the meaning of the words of the gospel, beginning with Philippians.
Philippians is written by Paul as he is in a Roman prison. He is writing to the Philippi people thanking them for their gift but also reassuring them that his time in prison is for a reason, and that because he has been thrown in prison, he has been able to spread the word of God.
By really interpreting the text, we were asked what message we received from Philippians 1 and I have to say this message I got really spoke to me in a way that challenges my previous revelation.
In Philippians, Paul talks about the tension of wanting to go be with Christ in heaven, but also knowing that we have to stay here and fulfill his plans for us (Philippians 1:21-15). He describes this struggle in great detail, which makes it extremely easy for us as humans to relate. As I spoke about before, I have had this internal struggle of wanting to just go, move to a new city, take on a new job, and follow my human desires of acquiring things and experiences. However, God has asked me to stay and rest in his calling for myself. These are all things that I have realized in the past few weeks - however, it brought up a point that was very humbling.
Galations 5:16 says, “Walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh.” While I have realized what I need to do, I am still hoping for worldly desires and achievements, like making enough money to move on my own, or making enough money to live in a new and exciting city. However, walking in his path does not mean that path leads to a field of my desires - in fact, it could lead to an entirely different world than I would have ever expected. Walking in his path means that I need to fully listen and surrender, letting my fleshly desires disappear, and becoming radiant and confident in his path for me. I pray that I will start living daily for Him instead of my own hopes and motivations of worldly rewards. “I pray that I live a life worthy of my calling.” (Ephesians 4:1).
