#idle musing

maybe we ought also to consider that memories are a memetic system. this is something i should have thought of a long time ago. memories that compel recall in some way reinforce themselves and keep themselves intact. they mutate over time through misremembrance. when the memory is shared by multiple people, it may work in a very small scale selective way, allowing people who forget to be reminded by people who remember, and thus allowing mutations that aid recollection to exist for longer. but regardless, as part of a larger memetic body, memories form the basis and backing for frameworks. so really successful organisms trying to gain a foothold will probably sink their teeth into you through memory formation and recontextualization. the memetic system of memory is somewhat subjugated by these forces. diminished. run by them. unable to really assert itself as its own system. this is all idle musing. i will give it more thought on the road

It's sometimes physically painful to think about how much my mother hates me.

why doesn't lesbian grindr exist anyway. not to be all the grass is greener or whatever but surely there's some equilibrium where the gals can get some without it involving writing her 40 sonnets and taking her to the aquarium