#idkwriting

your passion burns so hot it turns me red to the touch.

Before I knew it the door opened and I fell on my back. I managed to turn and saw Luke, he stood over me, his eyes like daggers.

           “You have one chance to make this right, or I’m leaving,” He said as he pushed his way past me and sat on the edge of the bed. I get up and sit next to him on the bed.

           “I love you, because I would be miserable without you.” I said.

           “What the hell does that mean?” He asked, he crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow.

           “It means, that all of those men, don’t matter. I’m scared.”

           “Of what?”

           “Of not being good enough for you.” I said. Forcing myself to cry, but I couldn’t muster a tear.

           “That’s it? That’s the reason?” Luke shook his head, and got up. He walked over to the closet.

           Hidden underneath a blanket was his suit case. He walked over to the room, tears still streaming down his face.

             “I loved you, but I can’t handle this anymore.” Luke said. He took off his ring and threw down between us. “My mom is outside, you can expect the divorce papers in a week.” Luke left the bedroom.

           I picked up the ring and ran after him, before he could reach the door I grabbed his arm.

           “Taylor let go of me.” He said, as he struggled against my grip.

           “Please give me one more chance, I still love you!” I yelled out.

           “Taylor you’re scaring me. Please let go of me.” He cried out.

You wake up in the most unusual of places, instead of your normal bed room, with painted walls and reading lamps and in general color. As you stand up from what you assume is the floor, you walk around. No single person, or object to been seen. In fact you currently find yourself in a void of white, like eggshell. You roam around in this new void, until you spot the only thing to exist besides you, a single black square. As you make your way towards it, you notice that it’s a single sheet of paper. You pick it up, it filled with letters with what you perceive to be Chinese, or Korean; you’re really not sure which. Then you make the bright idea to flip it over, and in glorious English it reads.

           “You have been banned from existence.”

           You let out a deep sigh. You decide that god is the worst administrator ever. You walk around your new form of existing trying to piece together what you did that was so wrong. You lie and steal sometimes, but who doesn’t from time to time? Then you sit and try to remember if you left your oven on, or if you let your dog out. Then your mind wonders about breeding patterns in penguins for quite some time.

           Suddenly you shoot straight up from bed, and look around you’re still not sure where you are but you decide that pizza rolls sound really good. So as you climb out of bed your legs are like jelly and flop to the floor like fish who wants to walk. A nurse walks in and gasps to see you flopping on the floor.

           “Oh my god. It’s a miracle!” She says as she put her hands over her mouth.

           “What is?” you say trying to turn yourself to face her.

           You watch her legs run over to the other bed that is next to yours. You manage to crawl and hoist yourself up in a wheelchair left for your convince. You see the nurse helping talking to this older woman who apparently was in a coma. You determine that it’s not pizza rolls and wheel yourself out of the hospital room. You stop at the elevators. They take a while until they show up. You wheel yourself on and push the first floor button. The ride is smooth at first but it suddenly feels as though it’s speeding up.

Shintaro's rabbit is my favorite Kagepro character. How am I only now writing about it?