Bro I HATE having been forced to grow up faster because I CRAVE being able to be a child but also reject it so aggressively because I don’t want to be BABIED I just want to be able to be a child. Like a much younger child. Yk? But not THAT much but idk man. I just wanna be able to cling and not have to worry about things so people care for things for me do just A MOMENT but it feels so selfishhhhhh
What do I even call this? Cuz it’s not like in the dummy & sippy bottle way it’s just like I don’t wanna have to do anything in the way a child wouldnt have to. I wanna be able to just be cute and exist. Is that such an issue?? Idk man. It feels like one.















