#ideserveit

That's it, i'm going to open a bottle of wine.

Some people in this world are meant to teach, others to heal, and people to protect. They protect others from people like me, a monster. I was born to hurt everyone I came in contact with. From the time I was born I became someone who stole dreams from people, someone who made lives more difficult. Yet all I ever want is to be the opposite but it never works that way. I am created to destroy. My family rarely talks or visits me, they are just glad a burden is gone. My friends growing up left and rarely contact me, friends in college came and went every year. I ruin everything. I ruin every good thing that happens in my life. But I guess that fulfills my purpose right? Always to hurt and be hurt. Try as I might to make things in the world good I just end up destroying. I've seen the ones I love shed too many tears because of me. But that’s who I am. A monster.