Jul 7
i love when ppl are Something but don't think they are but it's like. incredibly clear. and you know they're gonna figure it out in about 3 years
"i relate to every part of your experience but i'm not what you are lol isn't that funny? haha. like that's so weird. lol. but it doesn't mean anything. but like i'm exactly the same" mhm. mhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
#what rings in my head is someone i know having 'psychosis' one time but what they described was a several hour DID blackout. complete with#identifiable trigger#and they also have characters in their mind that move and act autonomously and disappear for years and come back different ages without them#changing the character#and they visit said characters when they want to mentally check out of situations#and sometimes they describe their brain as 'loud'#but that must just all be their anxiety they say. 🤔#right. rightttttt#i can't say anything bc you shouldn't just tell ppl 'maybe you have the Disorder Structured Around Hiding Your Own Trauma From You!!'#so i simply smile and nod.........#i'd give it 2-6 years#handmadeorganicpost#this is also a self call out bc this has been me with various aspects of lesbianism
