Is it really just another crush?
It’s easy for me to admire people around me especially if a person is amazing. Yes, amazing – in a sense that I find him very different to any other.
For more than five months, I’ve been looking for this someone. And ooooh! I guess this is the longest time ever that I don’t even have a real crush. I couldn’t find that Mr. Right that I’ve been looking for. I rolled over mountains, I swam the deepest sea, I searched the whole wide world yet I ended up with nothing. Never imagined that he is just there, around the corner. We’re breathing the same air, we’re seeing the same stars and we’re under the same sky. And yes, it took me five months to notice him. Five long months. But now, IT IS OVER! Finally, it’s over. :”>
He is typical. I don’t know in what way or maybe ways he is different but in my eyes he stands out. We belong in the same organization in school. At first, I thought he was just an ordinary person passing by. I ignored him. I didn’t pay any attention. I didn’t give myself chance to know him well. Maybe because I could feel that he was not interested in me and so I felt the same thing. But the next time I saw him, that time when I heard his voice and that same time I saw his smile, I melted. That day, I also found out that he is not a typical student like everybody else I knew. He is brainy! Ohmaygaaah. And you know how much I admire people like that and how easy I fall for them. Head over heels! He is not a head-turner, he is not that good looking but his charm just drives me crazy. I hate the way he walks and the way he moves his hands, I hate the way he stares at something and the way he blinks his eyes because these little things, I think, are the reasons why I fall.
From then on, every time I see him or whenever there is a chance that he is with us, my mind immediately rolls over to dreamland and seals with the thoughts that he might like me as well. Imagining that I’m not the only one who feels this way or that someday, he’ll going to realize that I can be the one. I’m maybe assuming, but what’s wrong? I won’t lose a thing in this craziness. YES? Well, after all, this is just another crush. :”>
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