UPDATE OML UPDATE!!!
Hey my beautiful girls and gays! Its been so long! I dont even know where to begin. My vanilla boyfriend never wanted to marry me thats one, however I did get such a good experience of being pampered and taken care of. After being with him for 4 years, i learned a lot about myself. Along with leveling up even more as I was in the relationship. My body and my mental health strengthened from this arrangement.
Women, if the man is keeping you fit in the relationship thats good because he is setting you up for the next person! I have lost so much weight in the past years being with him, changing my diet to a Carnivore. In a way, i lost myself to find myself in this arrangement and what i want out of life. I was very sad to not be with him, but i am 27 and i cannot wait around for a man to be ready!
So! I got myself together, took pretty pictures and got right back on the horse of Seeking. Courtesy of my sister because she encouraged me to go back on there. Especially now since i am way thinner than i am the past years on there.
Not even a full two weeks, i had my own roster. There i met my now Boyfriend! Yes Boyfriend officially, on there! I am looking for marriage and to settle in at this age. Hehe okay he is 55, that is perfect, honestly I dont care about his age. Plus i want to be comfortable and use my part-time job for fun and not for survival haha. And the fact that he said i can have a baby in 3 years, shit good enough time for me!
I will keep you guys updated! Honestly when everything was going down hill, i was embarrassed to say. But now things are in my favor and i cannot wait around look back at the past with no regrets. Stay safe out there ladies! Mwah! π












