Fate
In my last post, I talked about what lead me to here. Treatment.Ā Letās step back a bit and think back to how my treatment options came about.
My husband and I had been living our lives in Sydney. We both had secure jobs, a nice place to live in a great area and started our fur baby family with two beautiful cats. Although it seemed like we wereĀ āliving the dreamā, we both felt something was missing. We just werenāt happy living and working in the city. We tried to balance this by moving into a semi rural area though this just didnt cut it. We often have conversations about what our dreams and long term goals are. We both came to the realisation - what are we waiting for? Why do we continue to live in the auto-pilot lifestyle that is clearly not making us happy?Ā
In early October, we flew to Canada to commit our lives, love and souls to each other with the thought thatĀ āweāll see how we feel when we come homeā. We returned to Australia 3 weeks later, returned to work a week after and told our boss that weāre moving to Adelaide. 3 months later we moved.
As most people do,Ā āWhy Adelaide?! Thereās nothing there!ā. For us, it has everything we need and want for our dreams and long term goals. Family, affordable blocks of land to build our dream home and beautiful land and beaches. Not to mention loads of farmers markets - my favourite pass time.Ā
The move it self was a fairly easy decision for us though it didnāt come without its fear of the unknowns. Will we still have secure jobs? What will my new specialist be like? Will there be a GP Iāll click with and understand my condition? All of the above on top of just packing and moving caused a fair bit of anxiety. Luckily, we had a place to move to, our employer said we still have jobs and we all arrived in 1 piece.Ā
Before we even moved, I had an appointment to meet my Adelaide specialist. We clicked straight away. Sheās personable and very switched on. At my second appointment, she mentioned that the hospital is going through the process of becoming anĀ āactive siteā to hold a clinical trial for CLL. She said that she feels its the best option for treatment for me. This replicated what my Sydney specialist had been saying to me since I was diagnosed -Ā āwe keep an eye out for clinical trials - its the best treatment option availableā. Over the 3 years, since I was diagnosed, no clinical trials came up that I was able to apply for. Often they are for people who have already gone through treatment and the CLL had came back or relapsed or I would purely be discounted on age. Yet within 2 months of moving to Adelaide, thereās a clinical trial that I can apply for. This is where I say - the move to Adelaide was the right move and must have been fate.Ā
My treatment started very quickly once the hospital was able to start treatment. I went in for an appointment, within a week, I was in hospital having yet another bone marrow biopsy, CT and extensive blood work. Then I started treatment - 1 June.








