#iamthebadwolf85

When I stared working out, I was a 14 & now I'm an 8. It's totally doable though it's been harder to drop the lbs once I turned 30. You're gonna make it. It'll take some time but it'll happen. ♥️

Okay, so seriously, first of all: congratulations! That is awesome!!

From what I could tell, they didn't have it on Amazon fro preorder. I got mine though the Disney store.

HOW DARE THEY!

EAT ALL THE FOODS!!!

lolol. that’ll be tomorrow (prime rib and crab and wine and who knows what other delectable treats - sans sugar). i need to remain reasonable.

GET IT, GIRL!

other days i’ve been like this, i’ve woken the next morning and have had no soreness. i’m curious what tomorrow will bring.

Take the day off. Sometimes you need a break to reset.

yeah, i realized that a little bit after i posted this. there were deeper things going on and while i’ve had a number of “days off” in the past couple of weeks, they’ve all been for a reason, not because i ‘just didn’t feel like it’ but more because of either feeling bad (like sick bad) or emotionally drained (after the election) or working too late. every day i haven’t worked out I’ve actually wanted to, deep down, so i know i’m on the right path.

yesterday was tough and a day full of triggers and i realized what they were today and that was part of the reason i’ve been so tired and worn. but i know this and my reaction to the triggers has stopped (stopped once i realized what was going on) and that gives me hope.

life is hard. crap is tossed our way and understanding when it is crap and that the crap doesn’t have to rule your life, well, i know that i’m coming out on the other side of letting the crap rule my life and that’s a gift. 

You didn't get fries?!?! DAMN GIRL. Your willpower is amazing.

that was a lamb burger which was just so so so good. 

the thing about fries, well, french fries are fried (yeah, duh) and i haven’t had fried food since sometime in march. last time i had fried food my stomach told me, in no uncertain terms, not to do that again, so I haven’t.

I happen to have strong willpower, and I know that what I’m doing right now will be, for the most part, temporary, although I don’t know if I’ll ever really include sugar back in my diet (there were about 20 of us at dinner tonight and a variety of desserts were passed around and the smell of sugar was nauseating so probably going to avoid it for as long as I can)

my burger last night (sans pretzel bun) came with a plate full of fries (had I known I would have asked for something else) and even having them right in front of me: no desire to have one.

so, in reality, i don’t know if i have incredible willpower or if i’ve been able to successfully eliminate the desire for the unwanted foods. i have a feeling it is less the former and more likely the latter and i think that’s a very different thing from willpower. 

then again, what do i know

Thank you!

I’m choosing to really celebrate it on Sunday and I know I’ll have a great time.

Me toooooooo!! ������

okay. off the sofa on the count of three.

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