#iamphantrash

Imagine Phil writing Dan his first ever love letter.

Dear Dan, First off I want to say hi I hope your day is going well even after I almost finished your cereal. In my defense it was delicious and mine was already gone so why not right? Anyway I wanted to tell you I love you not I love you your my best mate let share some laughs over a pint. I mean I am in love with the way you laugh your eyes crinkling at the corners. The way your hair curls after being out in the rain or humidity or even on days where you don't feel like taken your flat irons to it. I love your smell(I know that sounds creepy but hear me out) the way your cologne just settles perfectly on you never too much but always just enough. The smell mixed with in your word despair and misery( honestly sometimes your just too much) but I wouldn't change that for anything. Your arms are like coming home every time they're around me I feel at peace like everything wrong in the world will settle out.   I'm in love with the small pudge of your tummy an the smooth skin that seems to change color in the different light. I love your personality dark humor and all the way you can make me laugh or encourage me with just a few words. Dan I'm in love with every little thing about you even your flaws which I'm lovingly blinded to. I'm in love with your determination and passion for things you do. I'm so in love with you and that scares me. By loving you I'm willing to give up parts of myself that could be totally destroyed but I trust you enough to know you won't.

I really hope you love this letter because I mean every word I don't know what else to really write about so I'm just going to continue to ramble. Stop listening to hateful people you don't think anyone pays attention or notices but I do. I hate seeing you hurt and upset you reading those comments or replies are doing just that. Nobody is prefect but to me you're pretty damn close just everything you do for other people for me is just insane and I appreciate you so much. I think I'll end it here I could go on forever but my hand is cramping and I want to put this next to your pillow before you wake up.

                                                                        Always