#iamneverwithout

Do you still watch cartoons?

to ‘still’ watch cartoons would imply i ever did. i mean, i did some as a kid, but mostly from boredom rather than interest. (the good ones were always annoyingly short.)

so yeah. no childhood magic here.

Whats your least favorite movie?

HANGMAN’S CURSE

::throws dishes::

HANGMAN’S CURSE

::breaks windows::

HANGMAN’S CUUURSE

::shrieks in pain::

the book was so good and the movie was so bad. i mean, i love hangman’s curse but i loved nightmare academy more and now i would be terrified if they made an adaption of nightmare academy. terrified.

somewhere in time was also terrible. as was gone with the wind. i watched the former cos my mom thought she remembered it as a good movie (we were both deceived) and the latter with a hilariously misguided classic-equals-good mentality (protip: it does not).

Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

bank accounts and false identities, probably.

though, if i had enough money to call it ‘treasure’, that would not be getting literally buried any time soon. i am so very ready to be so very done with living paycheck to paycheck.

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Sam really figures that maybe he should have some cosplays on hand that aren't Marvel. He's already got Captain America and Spider-Man and Quicksilver and he's working on Iron Man, but that suit's kind of a bitch to make. He really wants to work on some from Star Wars and maybe Star Trek, and those would probably be easier to make than a suit entirely made out of metal, but once he starts a project he can't seem to finish it.

He's not rocking the Iron Man suit or the Spiderman suit or any full-body mostly uncomfortable suit today, thank god, but he is wearing a lot of green makeup thanks to his friend Rachel Berry, who feels that it's necessary to always keep an Elphaba costume on hand just in case someone ever needs her to drop everything and go onstage at a minute's notice. (She'd probably do it, too.) His clothes are black and yellow cotton, so they breathe a little easier, though he's probably smearing green body paint all over anything his skin touches.

He's just glad that the Hulkling has blonde hair, too, so he doesn't have to add any crap up top.

What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?

hmm.

the internet, maybe. almost all of my friends live there, my stories are stored on it, and the internet helps with researching for said stories. i love learning new things.

my sight, maybe. i discussed this with a friend for a while a couple of days ago: which would you rather lose, your sight or your hearing? and i said definitely i’d rather be deaf. i rely on my eyes for so much, not just getting around but … idk, my artistic skills are mostly visual, and my constant transitory appreciation of everything around me would be severly impinged if i could only hear it.

my life, maybe. i know where i’m going when i die and i can’t wait to get there, but the will to live is strong.

my mobility, maybe, for the same reason as my sight. i could live without it but it gives me a reason to live. i daydream constantly about traveling and moving and road trips and new places and new faces and new experiences.

hmm.

let’s go with ‘my mobility.’

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

Uhm, if i changed my eye color I'd probably just like adjust the color. I like having brown eyes. I'd probably just change them so that they're like- you know how like your eyes change color a little in different lighting? Well in like early morning sunlight lighting things my eyes are like hazel and gold-y and it's pretty cool. I'd make them look like that but always.

35. Did you have a dream last night?

too much? i love getting asks!

(i’ve heard this before but i still don’t understand it cos i assume if someone posted the ask list they want to be asked like everything on it …)

favourite book(s)

HOLD ONTO YOUR HATS

(grouped by author, not preference) (and having started i refuse to go in alphabetical order cos if i do that i’ll be here all night)

my top 131:

the bible

of mice and men

nicholas nickleby

a tale of two cities

a christmas carol

great expectations

lord of the rings

the hobbit

mr bliss

tales from the perilous realm

the giver

dracula

jane eyre

moby dick

alice in wonderland

howl’s moving castle

house of many ways

the hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy

watership down

shardik

rebecca

jurassic park

eaters of the dead

coraline

the great gatsby

the kite runner

a thousand splendid suns

james and the giant peach

charlie and the chocolate factory

winnie-the-pooh

the house at pooh corner

when we were very young

now we are six

holes

johnny tremain

treasure island

to kill a mockingbird

lord of the flies

pride and prejudice

mansfield park

les miserables

the lorax

the velveteen rabbit

the adventures of edward trelane

hangman’s curse

nightmare academy

the door in the dragon’s throat

escape from the island of aquarius

the tombs of anak

trapped at the bottom of the sea

the secret of the desert stone

the deadly curse of toco-rey

the legend of annie murphy

flying blind

the oath

this present darkness

piercing the darkness

steelheart

mistborn: the final empire

mistborn: the well of ascension

mistborn: the hero of ages

legion

the emperor’s soul

endless night

and then there were none

the mirror crack’d

the pale horse

towards zero

the murder on the orient express

the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe

prince caspian

the voyage of the dawn treader

the silver chair

the horse and his boy

the magician’s nephew

the last battle

the great divorce

til we have faces

a grief observed

the screwtape letters

a study in scarlet

the sign of the four

the hound of the baskervilles

the valley of fear

the adventures of sherlock holmes

the memoirs of sherlock holmes

the return of sherlock holmes

his last bow

the casebook of sherlock holmes

the thief

the queen of attolia

the king of attolia

a conspiracy of kings

falling up

where the sidewalk ends

the light in the attic

jonathan strange & mr norrell

gregor the overlander

gregor and the prophecy of bane

gregor and the curse of the warmbloods

gregor and the marks of secret

gregor and the code of claw

the hunger games

catching fire

mockingjay

the amazing maurice and his educated rodents

going postal

making money

hogfather

thud!

the fifth elephant

thief of time

divergent

leviathan

behemoth

goliath

a little princess

the secret garden

machine of death

out of the dust

hamlet

macbeth

the ruins of gorlan

the burning bridge

the icebound land

the battle for skandia

the sorcerer of the north

the siege of macindaw

erak’s ransom

the kings of clonmel

halt’s peril

… i’ll stop there.

favourite song ever

the scientist, by coldplay.

5 things that make me happy

furry fuzzy dorky adorable loving animals that want to snugglechocolatemusic made for rocking outappropriate weather (subject to change at any moment)my family

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15) How do you vent your anger?

::sweats nervously::

um.

i guess i sort of aggressively avoid people and slam things? sometimes i combine anger and stupidity and get passive-aggressively sarcastic with people.

y’know. healthy ways.

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

not as such. i’d say i believe in the possibility of ghosts and aliens. like, i don’t agree with a lot of the evidence for ghosts cos a lot of it feels very hoaxy and/or does not take into account occam’s razor (sum-up: “when you hear hoofbeats, think horses, not zebras”), but i’m not going to just blanket-statment ‘there’s no such thing as ghosts.’

ditto for aliens: i personally don’t see any evidence for them but the universe is so freaking big that i would feel really pretentious to claim that they don’t exist.

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

shape-shifting.

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Thank you!

18) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

I hate the sound of my family at war, but that’s kind of nebulous, isn’t it? Nails on chalkboard and basically anything that resembles it because those sounds are like direct intensive attacks on my adrenals.

I love the sound of the wind in aspen leaves. It skitters and whispers and sounds like a pleasant rainfall or a gentle brook.

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word “heart.”

Hurt.

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

15. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

Definitely behind it.

37. Do you believe in luck?