Sep 14, 2019
u donโt know what it feels like to not want to sleep because of the fear embedded in ur head. the fear of dreaming of the one that has been lost. to lay there thinking why iโm i not dead and why is she/he gone so far from me. iโm i so disgusting and sick to have around? iโm i his/her mistake? will i ever know of him/her again? i canโt sleep. i canโt breathe. and slowly these canโts are turning to wants. i donโt want anything from u. i just want u without the past and only a future.
- unprivilegedweirdo
