#i.v

I know I’m not supposed to grow old, get married and have kids. I do want all these things yes but I can feel it that I won’t. My life I feel like is coming to an end. My first love, my only love he’s so blind to see I’m unhappy. He can’t see me crying every time he pulls his hand away. I thought maybe just maybe he can be the one to change my mind. But he’s just like everyone else. They get bored of one thing and find something else to replace it. We haven’t spoken in days, like actually talked. All we do is have sex, and honestly it’s the only time I feel wanted. He never holds my hand like he used to; I asked him why he doesn’t kiss me and he said it gets old. Out of everything that broke my heart. I think he’s lying to himself saying he wants me. I can see it in his eyes he doesn’t want me he just loves the idea of me, someone to do everything for him. I honestly don’t know why I stay put. But I moved for him, I don’t have friends I wouldn’t know where to go. I’m afraid and sometimes I think the only way out is to end everything.

Love always

junkie

BLACKPINK – BOOMBAYAH (I.V. - USA) [2017 KWF in Changwon/2017.10.18]

YESSSSSS YESSS YESSSS!!!! AMAZING~

Words cannot describe how happy I am to see such beautiful black girls representing in Korea!