May 19, 2018
I wanna talk to people because I’m kinda lonely but I overthink everything and all my thoughts clash and I’m not even interesting anyway and even if I do talk to someone the convo will die so quickly it’ll become awkward...and if they approach I’d self-destruct because I’m really used to avoiding people and its carried online
And if I need to end a convo if it somehow starts it’ll become even more awkward and now I just decide to be quiet and somewhat lonely in my corner without any ideas whilst sleepy but cant sleep because if I do I’ll wake up at 5pm again- *inhale*
...did I just sum up my whole life within one post - without some other parts.
