#i'mdrowning

Today's complaint- My mother-in-law. Apparently I yell at all the time. 🙄 And she never yells at me. 🙄🙄 I never yell. I may raise my voice. And I never talk to her any differently than she talks to me. She says it happens especially when I'm on my period. 🙄 My period has nothing to do with it. It happens period or not. Because I'm so freaking exhausted and stressed and overwhelmed that I'm in a constant bad mood. And so is she. (In a bad mood I mean. She has no reason to feel overwhelmed or anything because I'm doing everything for her thats why I'm overwhelmed.) I keep thinking things are going to get better. They never do. If anything they get worse everyday. I'm failing in a lot of ways as a mother and a wife. My life is not supposed to be completely taken up with taking care of her kid, and her and the house. I need time for MY kids. I need time for my marriage. I need time for myself. I need time for my living spaces. I am freaking drowning.

small talk is the worst

why did i decide to take three hard classes this semester what is wrong with me

Why are you intent on ruining my life!? Fucking Tauruses!

Breathing's not easy When you're underwater I am drowning

When I wake up to go to school