I've left the house no more than 20 times this year, and I do nothing but sleep, go to the bathroom and sit in the dark. this is the third year running like this.
I call the city begging for access to a social service that can help. they say I need a doctors referral.
I see several different doctors over the phone. they say I'm not unwell enough for any specialist services.
I disappear further into my madness.
no one notices.




















