#i think ..

4 Neil

learning that i’m allowed to just doodle and shade a drawing and that can be the whole thing ! this blog is for me to post as I figure things out about digital art as much as it is ttm & miscellaneous mental illness

It’s a rlly daunting thing trying to start digital while seeing so many people across the internet that have already mastered it - though their art inspires me like Crazy to get better

                              𝙢𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙘 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙤 / 𝙖 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩 .

i.    BITTER FUCK   /   and now i’m mad , i feel unclean . ‘cos i’m a bitter fuck .  ii.   SIN TRIANGLE   /   two faced bitches never lie , and therefore i never lie .  iii.   RELAY   /   evil is a relay sport when the one who’s burned turns to pass the torch .  iv.   MECHANICAL BULL   /   but i’m a fucking arsehole if you ask me . i need to be alone , you’ve been at my throat . i’m gonna throw you all off me like a mechanical bull then you’ll be sorry . v.   BITE THE HAND   /   who do you think you are ? who do you think i am ? maybe i’m afraid of you . i’ll bite the hand that feeds me , i’ll bite the hand that needs me .  vi.   SILK   /   it’s such a shame , she used to be so delightful . well whose fault is that , if it wasn’t mum and dad’s?  vii.   QUEEN   /   the boys allowed to run around , and i just sit here on the ground . you probably never knew , ‘cos you were one of them . viii.  ANN WANTS TO DANCE   /   ann wants to dance , she scares them all . she’s far too pretty , for the dancing hall . ix.   SHOW YOU A BODY   /   and fate is a sundress , ripped at the thigh . thigh-high and safety nets , swarmed by the hornets nest to cover my eyes . i am humbled by breaking down . x.   HOME TEAM  /   i don’t like fucking boys who need to know what to say when there’s silence in the room . xi.   SEVEN   /   please picture me , in the weeds before i learned civility . i used to scream , ferociously , any time i wanted . xii.  DOOMED   /  if lovelessness is godlessness , will you cast me to the wayside ? well , i feel the peeling of half-painted ceilings , reveal the covering of a blank sky .