I do not find myself interested in my system's partner
personally.
he is lovely, of course, but i feel the need to part from him
it is just me who feels this way.
I have no desire to make the rest of the collective break up with him,
more than I ever will.
but i fear it may be a catalyst, as they truly love him,
and i will be there to pick up the pieces.
I am the only " radqueer " in the collective, as well and i fear if he finds out he will leave us
nor do I want him to think we all want to be away from him.
I do not want to hurt him by breaking things off
I feel that would be
unpleasant.
this, accompanying the fact our one year anniversary approaches,
and the fact our friends have been (perhaps unknowingly) distancing themselves from us,
makes me reluctant.
I doubt anyone will see this and think to comment
but if you do, I'd like to ask for advice.
thank you
