#hypnoticvibes

My eyes are heavy With late hours slowly rolling by Traces of you still linger in the crevices of my sheets Although I don't feel often Or as much as I would like I still know the subtle hints in which I know better Because if you had a sliver of kindness You would understand how soft my edges become When you touch me The green eyes I adore so much Are ones that look at me with such a wild expression I won't allow it Because if you have a speck of careful handling You would know that the way your lips shape into a heart makes my eyes linger for a little too long The heat of your body continues to melt my heart all the same But in that moment of burning, I still can recall Knowing that I'm last resort, last thought should not be in the agenda of an overthinking conscious mind All I wanted was you, but you chased something bigger than the both of us

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Even on the lightest of nights my thoughts still linger to you. When it's 3:47 in the morning and I'm wondering what you could be doing at this hour fully knowing that your eyes remain open. I toss and turn because I couldn't help the thought of your arms around me and your soft skin brushing mine. In all this time, the 1,985 days that my heart remained the same with you, I still wonder every few nights what could be on your mind at the hour my eyes grow heavy. I miss you, I always will. I always have my love, but I do not know my reflection in your eyes.

A boy who smoked cigarettes held my hand with his cold one and I still haven't got used to the empty feeling in my heart that I couldn't seem to find the love to love him enough and learn to feel but all the yelling and thoughts got the best of me and I forget what it's like to experience a feeling when all I do is feel numb feeling nothing the razor blades hurt less than the loneliness that makes my heart ache but I haven't seen my sister in 3 months and I forget how her eyes look and the cheerful laugh that made me laugh but she was there when I was alone and now I have no one and the rivers too cold to lay in although it doesn't really bother me too much anymore pills made my stomach knot and nauseated a boy with hazel eyes and a sweet smile didn't know how to deal with me and I just wish I wasn't so fucked up that I could learn to love again why am I like this I want it to end I want it to end I want to die while driving I don't wear seat belts anymore please stop this please stop this

If I met you if get hella high with you then go do something exciting like go to an abandoned building and then go for a milkshake or whatever u feel

My eyes stung and and my fingers were numb and I don’t know quite yet how to tell you about my self loathe and it’s so hard to keep my anxieties at bay when all I want to do is cry and cry and cry but you never seem to notice so what’s the point if you have a voice but broken chords and it’s never fair for the meek who want to share the world but can’t yet that never stopped you it never stopped the people I loved walking away so easily so why would it matter if I walked away forever with no breaths left I’m scared I’m so scared and I don’t know what to do I don’t want to breathe in this toxic soaked air anymore I need to stretch out of my skin and not exist anymore I’m sorry my mind is a mess right now but how can I stop something that keeps going but I can never find the end but I can still find the blunt point of a razor in the dark