#hyokey

Got to be honest - not a big Kpop fan other than Blackpink - both together & as solo acts.(is Katseye considered Kpop?) But I am super intrigued by girl & boy bands in general, & some of the Koreans seem happy to speak out.

HyoKey; Hyoyeon & Kibum

Song - I Lost Her (Brighten)

I will never stitch the hole you cutIn hopes that you will return to meI will work to be a man yes you will seeI will work to be your man yes you will see

Do you remember me?

They say you lose your memory when you... you know. But I was just wondering. Of course, how could you forget a face like mine? Okay, no. Not the time for prideful jokes, I know.

A year now. 365 days and 12 hours to be truthful, not that I'm counting or anything. A part of me is proud I've made it this far, but mostly it's just the pain.

I miss you.

You haunt my dreams, in the most beautiful way. It makes me feel like you're still lying next to me, doing that weird thing that you used to do when you used to trace every part of my hand. Like you were committing it to memory. It reminds me that you're still here. What a beautiful lie. 

My other dreams are not so pleasant, ones that remind me that maybe.. just maybe.. if I hadn't been too late. If I had just put down the bottle... I would have saved you. I would still have you in my arms and pressed into my chest and keeping you safe. I hope you're safe now, and happy. Even if it's without me. You deserve better, I pray everyday that you've found it.

If you're happy, can you give me a sign? Any sign? Just to know you're doing fine, and maybe then I can stop having nightmares. Maybe then I can move on.

Impossible.

I L-word--

No. I love you, I always have, and I always will.

Forever yours; Kibum.

The parchment was stained with his own tears and ones of the sky, marking the fact that maybe his lost love was crying too. He hoped she wasn't, she didn't need to be sad now. Not after all of his alcohol infused mistakes. The young man found himself at his knees then, weak and incapable of standing tall. He dropped the note at the base of the gravestone which so boldly spoke to him.

'Here peacefully lies the remains of the angel, Kim Hyoyeon.'

Kibum's darling angel. Cutting a wound so deep that he refused to heal in the hopes that he would soon find her again. In the afterlife? He didn't know. He didn't care. He would find her again.