#humss5

The shadows in my side

“I love you so much , I just didn’t have the time If I just had the sands of time , you’ll forever be mine” 

I’m sorry for being mad at you ‘cause in the first place , you left me in thin air. You lost time for me and also because of your new friends - that I actually am just forcing myself not to get jealous of - I feel like our friendship is slowly fading. I’m just letting you be. I didn’t tell you about how I felt because I didn’t want us to be mad at each other. We already aren’t seeing each other that much , yet still we’re going to have a fight? I don’t think so. I also stopped messaging you on Facebook even though it says that you’re “active now”. You don’t even answer my calls anymore ‘cause you’re either talking with someone else or one of your excuses , even though it’s quite obvious that you’re making those excuses up. I hope you realize that there are people that you’re forgetting about , especially someone that you’ve been with for almost 9 years. It all just seems like nothing to you anymore , ‘cause you’ve lost you’re time for me. Please , just please, balance your time between them and me. I’m sorry but please just do realize it.  

I choose this course because my Auntie told me that I should pick that course when I enter college because my Mom and my Auntie choose that course when they are in college. My Mom also told me that I should pick that course because she wants me to become a model in television like her when she was young. She appeared in a commercial so she wants me to be like her someday because that I’m a good singer and dancer and likes photography but I should expose myself to other people so I boost my confidence in front of many people. My Auntie graduated also BA Communication so she tell me if I like to sing and dance and likes to act I should pick Mass Communication. So that’s why I pick this track because she told me so but I don’t like it because I want to have a business like baking a pastries like cupcakes because someday I want to have a cupcake shop. And be a successful business woman someday. So I will try my best to study hard because I have no choice they want me in this track so I will follow them because if I don’t follow them , they will be disappointed to me.

Grateful to God always.