Lost In Him 7
Warnings: rape and non-con elements. I'm against any of these acts in real life. This is written just for the aim of entertainment. I do NOT encourage these types of acts in reality. Please do not read if you’re uncomfortable. And please be aware that such acts are NOT normal and should not be normalized.
Notes: it seems like my mind is stuck with Aleric so much that I haven't gone back to my Onyx yet!!😈 I may be absent for some time as I'll be editing this work to upload it on AO3. I'm looking forward to seeing you ALL there!! I hope to receive more comments on AO3...😮💨
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I never imagined my first time would be like this. Not in a warm bed. Not with soft hands or gentle whispers. But here, wrists bound behind my back, body forced open, lying helpless on furs inside a dim tent.
And outside…A whole clan waiting. Listening. Expecting.
I didn’t even have the strength to fight anymore. My body was drained. Only the soft, trembling tears at the corners of my eyes proved I was still desperate for some kind of mercy.
I knew that pleading wouldn’t change anything. He didn’t understand my words. To him, I was the unreasonable one, the fragile little human who didn’t know anything, who was confused, who needed to be guided.
But even knowing that, my mouth still moved. Some instinct inside me begged for a last chance.
“Please… please, I beg you…”
My voice came out broken, soft enough that even I could barely hear it. Speaking louder felt wrong, as if the sound itself would provoke him.
“Aleric… please… let me go.”
It was the first time I ever said his name.
His entire body froze like an animal that had just heard its prey make a sound it had been waiting for. His eyes snapped up to mine. The grip on my thighs tightened abruptly, enough to make a yelp escape me.
“...fuck…”
He leaned closer.
“So that’s how you say my name,” he whispered, voice full of a hunger so raw it was frightening. “You say it so good, little one.”
I expected the moment to soften him. To make him hesitate. To make him… think.
Instead, it had the opposite effect.
Something in him broke loose, as if the sound of his own name from my lips had fed something feral inside him.
“You shouldn’t have said my name,” he growled, though he sounded almost… grateful. “Now I won’t be able to stop.”
He looked down at my body, then back up to my eyes, as if torn between having patience and surrendering completely to instinct.
“I told myself,” he breathed, “be gentle… be slow… she’s small, she’s scared…”
His jaw clenched, teeth grinding.
“But gods—”
He stared at my lips like he wanted to devour the sound of his name again.
“When you say ‘Aleric’ like that…It makes me want to take you even harder just to hear you begging me more.”
I shook my head desperately. “Please—”
He cut me off with a brutal whisper. “You’re only going to remember my name by the end of tonight.”
His fingers dug into my skin, pulling me closer, breath shaking as he failed to calm the wild excitement racing through him.
“I’m impatient,” he admitted. “Too impatient for a human girl like you. I swear… I can’t stop myself.”
His hand circled under my waist, dragging me higher onto his lap. His grip locked around me like a band of iron. I couldn’t move, not even a twitch. His strength felt unreal, more than anything I could ever imagined.
He stroked himself once, twice, slow and heavy, all while staring down at my pussy like he couldn’t look anywhere else. He lowered his cock's angry tip, and when he touched me, skin against skin, lust against fear, he hissed through his teeth.
I thought I might faint. Or die.
“Aleric… please,” I said shakily, every breath a struggle. “You’ll hurt me...I can’t...I can’t take you...you’ll tear me—”
My voice broke, stuttering on the edges of panic. I didn’t even know if he could hear my words now. But I needed to say them. Needed to try. Needed him to pause, to think, to see me.
A dark chuckle vibrated through his chest, not mocking but hungry. He didn’t even lift his eyes. His entire focus was on where our bodies met.
“You will take me,” he murmured. “You just don’t know it yet.”
His thumb brushed over my hip. “The moon brought you to me, and if the moon says you’re mine… then you can take anything from me.”
I didn’t even have time to plead more.
His hips pressed forward.
My head snapped back as a sharp cry tore from my throat. A shock of pain bolted up my spine, stealing the air from my lungs. Only the tip of him was inside me, barely anything, and yet the stretch felt impossible.
“Fuck…”
His voice cracked.
“You’re so tight.”
His hands clamped down on my hips, almost trembling with how hard he was holding himself back from plunging deep inside me in one thrust.
He moved deeper, slowly, carefully for him, but still too much for me. As he went an inch deeper, my muscles constricted around him, trying to get his large offending cock out.
His fingers dug into my skin, gripping both sides of my hips as if they were the only things anchoring him to sanity.
“Little one…” he panted, forehead lowering toward mine, voice strained, “don’t fight me… let me in…”
The frustration, the desperation, and the raw hunger vibrating in him were frightening. He wanted patience, but he didn’t have it. He wanted gentleness, but instinct clawed at him from beneath his skin.
And I…I could only tremble beneath him, too full of fear and shock to speak, too overwhelmed to even cry properly.
His thumbs stroked my hips, almost soothing, almost apologizing.
“I need you,” he whispered hoarsely, “I need all of you—”
A sob scraped out of my throat as I tried to pull myself away from him. But his hold on my hips was immovable. I couldn’t shift even a millimeter. My legs trembled uselessly on either side of him, my bound hands numb behind my back, and all I could offer was a single, desperate whisper:
“Please…”
He didn’t answer. Instead, he dragged himself slightly out of me, causing a sharp sting to go through my body.
And then he snapped his hips forward forcefully.
A scream ripped out of me as something inside me tore open. My body arched violently in his grip, pain shooting up through my spine, robbing the air from my lungs. Tears spilled instantly, blurring everything.
He growled at the exact same moment. His arm around me tightened impossibly, almost crushing. His other hand slammed down beside my head, palm sinking into the furs as he stared down at where our bodies were joined.
“Aleric—” I gasped, my words dissolving into another sob.
He pulled back just enough to see.
Blood streaked him.
A shudder went through him, pleasure, awe, possession, his chest rising and falling like he was losing his mind.
I shook beneath him uncontrollably as the burning pain of him inside me spread through me like fire. His eyes lifted from our joining, glinting with pride as he met my tear-blurred gaze.
“Relax for me, little one,” he murmured, voice coaxing, as if my body would ever obey him. “Shhh… it will pass soon.”
He leaned down, brushing gentle kisses along my wet cheeks, but the tenderness didn’t reach his body.
He was shaking.
Not in sympathy,
but with impatience.
“Moon Goddess has blessed me,” he whispered against my skin. “An untouched mate… I am the luckiest werewolf alive.”
His forehead pressed against mine, his weight lowering onto his forearm. The closeness made the situation feel even more overwhelming; his breath on my lips, his scent everywhere, his body caging mine.
He slid his palm over my skull, fingers spreading through my hair... not caressing. But locking me in position. His grip around my waist tightened again. A low growl built in his chest; deep, warning, desperate.
“I’m sorry, my little mate…” he whispered. “But I can’t wait anymore.”
And then his hips shifted.
I barely had time to tense before he forced himself all the way inside. To the hilt.
The scream that tore out of me didn’t sound human.
My back arched off the floor, pressing my breasts to his chest from the esplosive pain. My lungs seized, and I couldn’t breathe. My vision blurred as his massive hot heavy cock filled me, so deep I could feel it in my lungs.
He roared.
A sound so loud, the whole tent seemed to tremble with it, as if the forest itself must have heard our joining. His entire body shuddered above mine, muscles locking tight as he buried himself to the very last inch, finally, completely inside his mate.
My vagina was trying hard to adjust to him, but it was almost impossible. Every nerve in me screamed that he was too much, that my body was not made for him.
My legs simply gave out, falling uselessly around his waist. It felt as though my lungs were trying to climb up my throat just to escape the pressure inside me. My mouth hung open, desperate for air, while tears streamed hotly down my cheeks. The weight of him pressed down from every direction, swallowing the space inside and around me.
I couldn’t even see properly. Just the blurred shape of him above me, massive and unmoving, like a mountain pinning me to the earth.
He dipped his head suddenly, capturing my mouth in a hungry kiss. His lips moved against mine, as though he was trying to soothe me even while his body betrayed both of us.
He dragged his cock back, leaving its tip only inside and a violent shudder went through my body. Even him dragging himself out was painful.
His forehead pressed against mine, damp with sweat. His breath came in harsh grunts.
“Look at me,” he rasped. “My little doll…" breathe. Just breathe for me.”
He bit out a curse, his voice cracking with pleasure he couldn’t hide as he started to move his hips.
A sharp jolt rocked through me, drawing a broken yelp out of my throat. My hands scrambled helplessly at the fur beneath my body, trying to cling to something, anything, as heat flashed through my abdomen.
“I’m trying,” he groaned, his voice thick with agony and need. “I swear to the Moon, I wanted to go slowly. I wanted to treat you like something fragile.” His forehead pressed harder to mine. “But I can’t. I can’t control myself around you.”
His hand slid to the back of my head, holding me still, as though if he let go, he would lose all the thin scraps of restraint he had left.
“You don’t understand,” he whispered harshly. “You feel… unbelievable. Too good. Too tight. Too perfect.”
My body trembled violently beneath him. Tears slipped down my temples. I didn’t understand what was happening inside me; why the pain was slowly giving way to something else, something warm and terrifying and utterly wrong.
He heard the squelching sounds as he pounded his hips into mine. He felt my slickness covering him, easing his movement inside me.
A low chuckle vibrated through his chest. “Your body is welcoming me even while you cry.”
“No—” My voice broke.
“She-wolves don’t make sounds like this,” he whisper-growled against my skin, his words filled with awe. “They don’t react like you. They don’t… offer themselves like your human body does.”
I tried to move my head away, but his hand held me in place.
“You are full of wonders. Every part of you… made for me.”
I clamped my teeth on my lower lip, desperate to stifle the sounds breaking out of me, but I failed instantly. Each time he moved, a helpless cry escaped me. The force of him and his pace only grew harsher in response.
A sound slipped out of me that didn’t even feel like mine. A loud moan as my pussy throbbed helplessly around him.
Aleric reacted like a wolf hearing prey stir in the grass. His eyes blazing as he looked down at me, drinking every reaction.
Another sound broke out of me; sharper and louder as Aleric’s thrusts became even faster, his hips slapping against mine with force.
I bit my lip trying to hold my sounds but his expression darkened in a way that made my stomach twist.
“No,” he rasped, pulling my lips away with his teeth gently. “Don’t hide from me. Don’t you dare hide any part of yourself.”
He released my waist without ever easing his rhythm. His hand trailed down between our bodies, seeking something he had only learned moments before.
“—don’t—”
His fingertips circled my clit, sending lightning through my spine. A broken cry ripping from my throat before I could swallow it as an orgasm tore from me unexpectedly. The world flashed white at the edges, my breath lost.
He let out a low, breathless laugh.
“Moon Goddess…” he whispered. “Humans… you feel pleasure so sharply. So beautifully.”
But then his laugh shattered into a groan as my muscles convulsed around him, tightening with a force neither of us expected.
“Ah—little one—” His forehead dropped to my shoulder. “You’re… you’re gripping me so—”
He had to stop. His body froze above mine, his breath stumbling out in ragged bursts. “What in the goddess’s name are you doing to me?”
I sobbed in half pleasure, half pain as my body finally came down.
“I never—” His voice shook. “I last longer. I am a damn Alpha.” His hands tightened around my waist. “But you—”
His words cut off in a deep groan.
“—you undo everything inside me.”
I barely heard him.
The aftershocks still trembled through me, my vision foggy, my breath broken. The orgasm he took from me was so strong and new to me that my brain was barely comprehending him.
“I need—gods, sweetness, I need—”
His body shifted. And I felt something change in him, something unmistakably werewolf. A new kind of pressure at his base. Growing.
And suddenly, I understood what he had meant.
“My body… is preparing my knot. For you. For my mate.”
Sweat dripped from his temple to my cheek. From his chest to my stomach. The strange markings carved into his skin blurred with the heat of him, fading with every breath he took.
I only tried to breathe.
That was all I could do.
Just breathe, one shaky, thin inhale after another.
But every time my lungs began to fill, another broken sound tore out of me.
Not even a moan anymore, just something sharp, the kind of sound your body makes when it has no idea how to handle what’s happening.
Aleric lowered himself, his chest pressing fully against my chest, his weight enveloping me from every direction until there was nowhere left for me to go, without ever stopping his thrusts inside my trembling pussy.
His voice was a breathless rasp against my mouth:
“It’s the time… the time I have waited all my life.”
His hips snapped into mine even faster if possible. My cum making squelching sounds around him.
“You’re—” he groaned hard, “you’re perfect… so warm… so tight… I could die a happy man right now.” he panted, nothing halting his fast hard rhythm, “ And now I will bind with you completely.”
His breath hitched.
“I will feel everything you feel,” he whispered fervently. “Every fear. Every joy. Every heartbeat. I will protect you. I’ll bring you happiness. I’ll—”
I heard his words. But they didn’t make sense. They reached my ears and slid right off, as if my mind couldn’t hold onto anything.
I didn’t understand what “bind” meant. I didn’t understand why he sounded reverent.
All I knew was the pressure at his base, growing, swelling, and pushing for more space than I had. My legs pressed against the ground, heels digging in as my body instinctively tried to retreat from the pressure.
“No—no, no—” My voice broke in panic.
His body jolted above me and he roared.
“It’s all yours,” he growled, nearly feral. “My love...it’s all yours.”
I didn’t understand anything, not until he put all his weight on his hips and forced his knot inside me.
A scream, raw and bloody, tore out of me as he pushed past that last impossible resistance. The pressure was overwhelming; an engulfing fullness I never imagined my body could hold.
Aleric let out a sound I had never heard before; not a groan, not a roar, something ancient.
And then—
He went still.
A heavy, pulsing presence locked us together inside. The head of his cock was pressed right against my cervix, pushing through it as if demanding entry to my poor womb. My muscles stretched so violently around his knot that I could feel the strain in them in a way that no one should.
The pressure and pain were too much for me to handle. I cried out in despair as he growled loudly before I felt his knot pulsing before his hot creamy cum filled me.
He was cummimg non-stopply. Filling me again and again with his hot cum as my vision was getting blurred at the pressure inside me. I was going to faint as he growled again, his head snapping back and filled me with another load of his cum.
"Pl... ple....s.?!” My voice was desperate and tired, I just wanted him out of me. I tried to pull away, but I couldn’t. I was held in place, trapped by him.
His face was twisted with a raw ecstasy that frightened me even more.
And then I heard his clan. A thunder of voices rose into the night: Cries of joy. Shouts. Stomping feet.
Celebration.
For this.
For him.
For whatever had just happened to me.
Aleric’s hand slid behind my back. The sound of fabric tearing filled the tent as he ripped open the leather, unbinding my wrists with a single swipe of his claw.
I didn’t even have the strength to move. My muscles burned from being held back for so long. I couldn’t lift them. Pins and needles raced down both arms in hot waves.
Aleric noticed.
His large hand slipped under my wrists, guiding them gently out and placing them beside my head. My limp fingers brushed the fur, numb and tingling, as if they didn’t belong to me.
Then he took my hands in his. He intertwined our fingers, pressing the backs of my hands to the ground, trapping them under his palms.
He lowered his mouth to mine, giving me a brief tender kiss as he whispered against my lips:
“Breathe slowly, little one… you’re breathing too fast.”
I didn’t feel like I was breathing at all.
My body was trembling uncontrollably, unable to process the pressure, the fullness, the shock, the intensity of everything that was happened.
He started kissing me again. Not the hungry, desperate way from before. But with small, soft kisses scattered across my cheeks, the corner of my mouth, my jaw, my temple.
Tender.
Gentle.
But even this tenderness I would expect to feel comforting, only made my panic spike higher.
I didn’t want his mouth on me anymore. I didn’t want the weight of him pressed along my body. I didn’t want the hot, humid rush of his breath across my face. I didn’t want to feel his skin sticking to mine. I didn’t want his knot pulsing inside me and him still cumming and filling me with his hot cum.
I felt myself slipping. The edges of my vision black and pulsing, my head light, my breath ragged and uneven. I might have fainted if not for the constant pulsing, insistent pressure still holding our bodies inseparably locked.
I don’t know how long it lasted.
Minutes.
Hours.
I couldn’t tell.
My body was shaking with exhaustion. His weight felt heavier and heavier by the second, even though he tried to hold himself up on his forearms.
And then, at some point, I felt something change. Aleric’s breathing slowed. His body softened against mine. His knot shifted, shrinking, loosening its hold on me. And with one deep, shuddering exhale, he dragged himself out of me.
Even without the binding hold that had kept us locked, he could have stayed inside easily. The size difference alone made my body locked into his.
As he pulled out, his cum spilled out of me in a warm rush. So much cum that I let a sound in pure discomfort.
I truly believed it was over now. My body had gone quiet, trembling only when a wave of his cum rolled out of me. Everything outside the tent had died into a silence. I thought he would finally let me slip into the heavy darkness my body begged for.
But then… he lowered his head and brushed his tongue along my cheek, slow and deliberate, tasting the dried marks of my tears.
“Look at me, my love.”
His voice was calmer now, but with a simmering heat beneath it. I forced my eyes open. The change in him after he knotted me was instant and terrifying.
He cupped my face with both hands as if I were fragile glass, leaned down, and kissed my lips. Then he kissed both of my eyes, the salt still on my lashes, before murmuring:
“Now I can feel everything that you feel. We’re bound.”
He let out a chest-deep laugh.
“My wolf… gods, he’s surging. Stronger than before. Stronger than ever.”
He pressed his forehead into my shoulder, laughing again, breathless, almost drunk on the sensation.
“I’m rising to a place I could never reach without you.”
I closed my eyes, trying to let myself fall... just fall into unconsciousness.
Suddenly the world flipped. My body rolled beneath him, landing on my stomach. The breath punched from my lungs. A sound, half moan, half whimper, escaped me. Every inch of me ached. My arms were useless. My legs barely responded.
I wasn’t ready.
I wasn’t ready for anything.
His hands traced my spine slowly, as if he were memorizing each bone. The contrast between his touch and the panic swelling in my throat made my eyes burn again.
Then his hands slid to my hips, and he lifted them. My knees dragged beneath me, my face pressed into the furs as he positioned me the way he wanted; the way his wolf demanded. I moaned softly, not in pleasure but in helpless protest, the sound cracking in my throat.
“Please…” My voice was barely there. “I’m tired. I’m so—”
He shushed me, leaning over my back, his chest molding to my spine.
“I will do the work,” he whispered, lips brushing the shell of my ear.
“You just feel.”
This time he slide into me easily, pushing his own cum out as his cock took its place between my trembling walls again. He pushed himself to the hilt and groaned, showing his pleasure shamelessly.
A helpless sound broke out of me; a sound torn between panic and something frighteningly close to surrender. My hands clutched at the furs beneath me without strength. My body shook, overwhelmed, overstimulated, unable to run, unable to think.
His hips started to move; this time with purpose. He dragged his heavy length inside me slowly at first, just letting me feel him everywhere inside me.
As my broken moans rised, his hips slapped into my butt faster, building a tempo that he was sure I would crumble beneath it.
His hand slid beneath me as his finger found my overstimulated clit and started to rub it furiously. I choked on a scream as I tried to bury my face the furs. Pleasure hit me like a shockwave, sharp and unwanted, my body betraying me again.
He growled behind me, a deep, animal sound that vibrated against my back.
“My wolf is… thrilled,” he rasped, his breath hot against my neck. “Thrilled to see you breaking under me.”
His fingers moved even faster as his hips thrust into me like he was rearranging my guts.
“I know you’re tired,” he murmured, voice almost soothing as his hips rolled against mine. “I can feel it through the bond.”
His lips brushed the nape of my neck.
“But your pleasure…”
He exhaled sharply, taking my scent in.
“is something else entirely.”
His grip tightened on my hips, drawing me back against him.
“And I know you can give more, little one.”










