conall ➵ noelle ;; you seriously annoy me.. block my number, delete, idgaf just top contacting me damn
conall ➵ noelle ;; you’re possibly the most annoying person i have ever met and it pisses me off that i miss you. not because you’re shit or something, you are a little shit though i’m going to be honest. but it’s manily because it’s my fault we aren’t talking… i’m so sorry honestly, i never meant to hurt you in any way when all that crap happened and i guess i was mad mainly because the only time you came to speak to me was to yell. as if nothing else really mattered to you before?? i don’t know, i just felt irrated. we hadn’t spoken in awhile and it took something like that for you even to look my way and even then it wasn’t for the most positive thing. i want us to be friends again to be anything at this point because i miss having you in my life, i would give anything to hear you play your guitar and give me the oppterunity to tell you how amazing you’ve become at it cause really you were horrible before. i want to know your day is and if people are pissing you off, i want to kick their asses but it sucks cause i’m pretty sure that person is me so i’ll try to kick my own ass for you idk how that’ll work or whatever. but i’m sorry… i wish i could take everything back from my actions to what i said that night. you are such an amazing person and in no way was it your fault that we broke up or anything. the things i said that night were just me being jealous, i admit that fully but it’s not an excuse i was complete fucking asshole for it all. if anything, what i said refelected more on myself as a person than you. you are simply the best thing that has ever happened to me and i let that slip away myself, i screwed it all up so i don’t want you to think for one minute that there was any mistakes done on your part. i just want to be us again, our old selves really but i know that won’t happen so i’ll stick to apologizing for everything. i’m sorry, noelle and i hope one day you can forgive me.