i had a dream!! i had a dream and it didn’t make a whole lot of sense and it’s fading fast from my memory but i was talking to dave. i was talking to dave and he said:
“im tired of screaming to be wanted everyone screams to be wanted fangirls towards bands babies towards their mothers and they get somewhere with it but when i try i feel like im muted out my voice is sore and my eyes are redder then they could ever need to be im tired of screaming endlessly into the void john i just want to be heard”
i- i really can’t remember the rest of it because i woke up shortly after that but this right here is so so prominent in my mind right now!! it keeps repeating and repeating in my head so it must be important. dave was so sad and i think he had been crying… dave where ever you are it’s okay. you don’t have to scream anymore.
