This is supper odd to post after sooo much time being away from tumblr, but well....
I asked ideas to write something so this is for @veverydayisanewday
Ichinoe lame writing about what happen after noel collapses on the live, noel pretends to be unconscious blabla:
Heartbeat
Noƫl faints after his concert and is taken to the hospital on an ambulance. The rest of the band were very worry about him and offered to go but since only one person could go on the ambulance, only Ichizo went as the manager of Vanishing Starlight.
They were taken to a room and since doctors didnāt understand why he couldnāt wake up they connected him to an electrocardiograph to make sure his heart was still beating.
A calm beat filled Ichizoās ears as he heard them, he let out a sigh of relief.
Ā -Everything seems normal. We will be checking him for a while and wait for his blood test. ā Said one of the doctors. Ichizo nodded and sat close to NoĆ«l.-
Ā When the room was finally empty Ichizo looked again to the calm face of NoĆ«l, there werenāt much the times he could see that face on him, as much as he wanted him to be happy.
-NoĆ«l you got us all so worried. Everyone was so scare when you felt at the end of the last song. You had to saw the face of Marie, she was at the verge of tears, you shouldnāt make a woman worry like this for youā¦ā¦. ā Ichizoās eyes filled with tears too.- You shouldnāt make me so worry about you all the time. Iā¦ - Ichizo took a long breath.- Iām always worry about you NoĆ«l why canāt you see that?... Iām just a foolā¦
Ā Ichizo felt silent for a while till his phone ringed. It was a message from Revo asking how NoĆ«l was. He explained the situation and asked him to tell the rest of the band.
Ā -It was Revo-san, - Say pointing to his phone although NoĆ«l was still unconscious.- See everybody is worry about you NoĆ«l. You need to start taking care of you. There are a lot of people who worry about you nowā¦
-You know, if you need to eat you can come to my family restaurant anytime. If you need a place to rest you can always stay at my place too. ā Ichizo felt embarrassed for what he just say and thought and felt silent once again looking at his face. He was finally realizing what were his true feelings.-
Ā -ā¦ NoĆ«lā¦ - He reached his hand to NoĆ«lās cheek and caressed it.- Please donāt make me worry like this anymore, I donāt know if I can take itā¦ because Iā¦ Iā¦
Ā The beeping of the electrocardiograph starts to raise the heartbeat sound. Ichizo stops himself scare and look at it. An erratic rhythm is on the screen, and he unaware of what it could mean calls for help.
Ā -Please NoĆ«l donāt go! Nurse he is having a heart attack!! Somebody come save him!! NoĆ«l!! Donāt leave me!!
Ā NoĆ«l canāt take it anymore; He have been conscious for a while but he was too scare and embarrassed to confront him, how could he looked him to the face after hearing all that. He knew he was the one to blame for worrying all, he was always a ruckus that couldnāt do anything right, but still there were people who care for him. He didnāt wanted him to be worry, not for him, he wanted to stop being a burden, but there he was still making him waste his time on him, so unworthy to his kindnessā¦ soā¦ā¦ He feel his gently warm hand on his face and there is no way he canāt stop his heart nowā¦
Ā And finally the desperate screams for help of Ichizo collapse his fear of confrontation. He canāt make him suffer any longer so he opens his eyesā¦
