#hs66 ask

this davesprite solidarity is the best thing ive ever seen

tfw my initiation post for that session was this:

to be real fucking honest, i dont blame them. but at the same time im extremely happy people are seeing negligence and abuse for what it is, especially since dave doesnt seem all that willing of it. i could rant FOREVER about this particular topic. but i feel as if the feelings are all the same. that people are slowly realizing how bro, a probably adult, how he acts around a 13 year old, is.. Not A Good Thing.

tho, i do want to mention something. in defence of those who used to like bro. i dont myself, but i do like debating on different views of the comic and respecting all without bashing solely bc “my opinion is more valid than yours”. we dont need that in 2019. but that doesn’t mean we still can explain those opinions.

so i will just do that, while seeing both sides of it.... (kinda)

god, imagine you see your friends dying and 4 months later, after living through that whole thing with only one person to keep you sane, the only way to reverse the timeline is for you to die in the process. or “cease to exist” which in itself is very similar. and then your whole dream conscious gets passed into the same you, but where you probably dont have that much control on what you do. since they’re not “you” anymore, and will continue to act with different decisions based on the fact that its not the same timeline anymore. and thinking about whats worse: ceasing to exist or being alone forever. in which both are pretty bad, but then you think about it, and being alone forever has much more of an impact. so you’re glad you dont have to suffer anymore, considering dying often doesnt leave you to think about what you could have done better, how nobody is there for you and the guilt and grief wont strangle you for the rest of your life. yet the same very fear never left.

i wouldnt be surprised. but then again, even as we the readers had a frustrating time reading the whole thing, we always forget andrew was the one to write it up in the first place and probably suffered the most. that, or he enjoyed it bc he knew it would make us frustrated. 

tbh, recap aside, im just confused on how he thought: “you know whats missing from homestuck? mid-situation?... myself >:)”

:’)) yo. you know what you just did? you fucking warmed my heart. god i love these types of asks bc i feel so Happy™ <33

and i guess i understand. tho i always feel the need to just tell people im doing a long one or feel bad in some way after having done it bc i know some people out there may not enjoy longer sessions. bc of this weird mindset of mine.. and idk its a thing where i gotta make sure everyone is happy? it often happens unconsciously and as a quick reaction. ill still keep all this in mind and make myself .. not care and just do what i want to do? 

anyways

oh yeah, i kinda read those in my own time lmao. sorry if i didnt liveblog it.

i couldnt post more stuff after that whole mess and i guess i forgot to mention that. like i forget to post asks and they just build up in mass and some get lost in the abyss of my files.