#hrwalker

If single, you will fall back in love with yourself. When you’re part of a pair you lose yourself. You get lost in being an us. You sometimes forget that you were someone before. Before the awkward dates and the falling in and out of love you were someone. Now that’s all over you’re someone else. You have the chance to get to know that person now. Enjoy the alone time you have now. Take time being a me instead of jumping into another us. You don’t need another relationship, you’re better off being you.

Sensitivity about how others perceive you can plague you today. But what’s new there? You’ve always taken what people to say to heart. You over think and, in the end, you create false ideologies in your head. People are probably kinder than you think, or at least they would never say their true feelings to your face. I suppose that’s what you worry about, the liars of the world. But you’ll never avoid them all. Hold your head high, you have the potential but your desire to be part of the crowd holds you back.

You are the dreamer of your tribe. You are the one who can see what others fail to. When logic and the physical fail, it is you who will be there, with the opportunity for answers. You with the ability to look past what is known and accepted. One day you will prove to them that you are capable. But for now, lie and dream. Dream of the day when the world is ready for the real you. They are not, just yet, but do not worry. They will be. They’ll have to be. Or they will fall.

Watch your tendency to talk down to people. It’s not appreciated. Sure, you may be the smartest person in the world, but that doesn’t mean you have to make people feel shit about themselves. At the end of the day, everyone has their own talents, their own drive. Who are you to tear that down? So, hold your tongue and listen, maybe you’ll learn something for once. Your arrogance makes you think that this is impossible. Who could teach you something? You believe you know everything, but this just proves you truly know nothing.

You will most likely want to spend time at home with your family. It’s a trap. They’re not your family. They are imposters, sent by the government to get you. Sure, they sound like your family on the phone, but look at them. Look closely, and you’ll see the truth. They know what you did and now they’re coming for you. They have taken the people you love and replaced them. Don’t go home, don’t speak to anyone. Trust no one. You’re on your own now, so run.

You are thinking about endings and beginnings. Like everyone else you are obsessed with the start and the end. But why? It’s the middle that’s the interesting part. We are all born, we all die, but anything can happen when we live. You don’t care about that. You want to focus on the unknown, fine. But don’t come to me when your existential crisis takes a hold. I told you not to focus on the end, didn’t I? I warned you. You didn’t listen, you never do. I don’t know why I bother. You’re on your own.

Are you ready for the ride? You seem like you are. A bright, determined fellow like you; nothing seems to hold you back. That’s good, we need someone like you round here. Not everyone can handle it, but it seems like you’ll be okay. I hope so, we don’t have time to find anyone else. I have faith that you will do the job correctly. Just remember the rules: don’t look directly at them, don’t talk to them, don’t listen to them. If you do, they’ll have you, and once they have someone, they can’t be saved.

Many a chore will pop up, but today you are allowed to just be. Of course, you’re not allowed to use this excuse forever. People’s sympathy only spreads so far. There is a socially acceptable period for grief. Once it’s over people start to stare, they whisper about how you’re too emotional, how you need to get over your loss. But that’s tomorrows problem. Today you are allowed to sit and cry. To focus on the good and the bad. Tomorrow you’ll have to go out and plaster a fake smile on your face. But today you are allowed to just be.