synopsis : in which you feel invisible to everyone, including popular boy!martin until...
contains : reader doesn't think very nicely of herself, she's lwk obsessive, shy!reader, ambiguous ending, thinking about it the reader thinks EXTREMELY poorly about herself it's kinda sad, angst ig
a/n : WE BACK HYYY
here you were again, sitting in the classroom, feeling just as small and insignificant as usual. honestly, not talking much during the school day had started to feel "normal" to you.
the way that school was always so noisy made you constantly feel overwhelmed.
yet somehow the loudest person in the room always caught your eye
in a good way?
tall, lanky, the prettiest shade of blonde hair, that smile that made you nervous, his clothes that somehow always fit him perfectly.
everything about him was seemingly perfect.
and god that annoyed you so bad. the way you couldn't take your eyes off of him. the way your eyes always found him in the midst of all the noise. the way he was so loud but for some reason it didn't bother you because it was him.
you're staring.
you quickly looked away from him. luckily nobody noticed, like usual.
you heard his voice again. it was loud. comforting. he was talking to someone. a girl. she's pretty.
whatever expression you previously had on your face turned almost sad. but why?? you've never even talked to him before? he's nice, of course he'd engage in conversations with other people.
damn
he was smiling with her, that pretty smile.
their conversation just flowed, it was natural, something you could never imagine yourself doing.
you're staring
again
but he's looking back this time
you looked down at your notebook. so much writing from trying to understand the subject which still didn't make sense to you.
by time you had mustered up the courage to look back up he was standing right in front of you, glancing at your notebook before back at your face.
your heart pounded in you chest you could almost hear it louder than the people talking around you.
before you had time to freak out he flashed that cute smile at you.
"hi! y/n, right?"
no matter how hard you tried, words wouldn't come out so you just nodded instead.
he turned his back to you. you thought this awkward interaction was finally over. you almost let you guard down. you watched his back, expecting him to leave but he just pulled a seat from another table and sat next to you.
then he started talking. rambling about his day, about basketball, about how he never understood anything in the class.
how did it come so easily for him? the way he could just ramble for so long without even knowing the person.
every once in a while you could get out an 'mhm' or a nod but words didn't come as easily to you as they did to him.
it felt good hearing someone ramble while all you had to do was sit there and listen. you didn't want him to leave.
the longer he talked, the more people started gathering around adding their own experiences and rants. it made you upset, it was no longer just you and martin it was now you, martin, and about half of the class.
for some reason every time one of them spoke it annoyed you but once he took over again you suddenly relaxed.
maybe you didn't like the rambling.
maybe you just liked him.
in the middle of your thoughts the bell rang signaling lunch time. everyone quickly scattered, looking for their friends or their lunches. martin stayed a bit longer with you not really saying much. it looked like there was something he wanted to say.
"martin, you coming?" martins friend, juhoon called out.
"yeah, hold on!" he said with a nod.
he stood up and smiled at you, "bye, see you later, kay?"
he jogged to meet juhoon and left you sitting there before you could even reply.
"see you.."
maybe it was just your imagination that was making you feel like his voice got softer while talking to you. or maybe this was just the start of something new.
a/n : IM BACKK🥹🥹 i hope i was missed. anyways while writing this i realized just how obsessed i made y/n seem she's lwk a weirdo but me too so we ball. the motivation at first was "meet me in the pale moonlight" by lana del rey the part where she says "when u gonna ditch that stupid bitch u got" however it kinda strayed from that bc martin is such a sweetheart 🥹🥹💓💓 idk i just couldn't see him really being mean to anyone i feel like hes the type of guy to make sure nobody feels left out. anyways im rambling bye guys!! hope u enjoyed!!
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synopsis : seonghyeon wants to go on a double date and take you but clearly you had other plans
contains : 6 ss, cussing, angst, martin, martin has a gf for the sake of the story, reader is lwk mean, reader is lwk ME, reader and seonghyeon r in a new relationship, seonghyeon lwk escalates it fast, seonghyeon is sad☹️☹️, reader lwk don't give a gaf
a/n : first smau who dis👀👀👀
a/n : hai. i made this bc i was bored and wanted to write but i also feel like im very bad at writing so texts it is!!! maybe this might be the new thing bc i feel like writing in emotions and stuff is kinda hard for me since i don't really talk to ppl that much. also this was kinda hard to wrap up bc i don't talk to ppl much. I AM READER!! she is very me i try to care but looking back i see how people think that i don't care its ok though. anyways i hope we like!!
if u don't think that mark was in the wrong for wearing that shirt, block me. fr. i'm not playing these games with yall the amount of ppl ive seen excusing him and saying "he had no malicious intent" or "he didn't know" is genuinely pissing me off. i don't care!!!! he had no right to wear that shirt considering the things that black people started going through since the slave trade. the things that the confederate flag symbolizes is so disgusting and i don't want to hear any fucking dumbass excuses for him. grown ass KOREAN man btw wearing a confederate flag. also fuck that apology i don't accept and i probably never will.
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my problem is my attention span isn't long enough to write something with multiple scenes. i will be working on it with part 2 of the martin school fic though i swear!!!
