#howl!

HOWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ooh i like

1. Radioactive - Imagine Dragons (i had to lmao)

2. Destroya - My Chemical Romance

3. Superdeadfriends - Yungblud

4. Make Total Destroy - Periphery

Here he comes,  After a long Hiatus,  Here he is!!!

Picture this: you turn over and realize they’re half-awake too. they pull you back under the blanket they stole during the night and wrap their arms around you. as you drift back to sleep you realize you couldn’t love a person more if you tried. they’re the safe space you go to when you’re anxious, the person where unabashed honesty doesn’t feel terrifying but something you’re grateful for. it took a long time and even though you never thought you’d be able to say this, you finally feel at home. at home in the same way you do when you look at the moon, and it’s all you’ve ever wanted from life.

Hotaru

From this quiz here

Tagged by: @oceanwhispers

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"You weren't telling me the whole truth!"

"What does it matter?"

"It matters because if he asks you to leave with him again, you might say yes!"

I open my mouth, but the denial doesn't come, and Casper growls as he draws away.

"Were you in love with him?" Caspar asks, and the laugh that is startled out of me is raw and wild. "Jack! Were you?"

"I don't know!" I repeat, as if saying it louder makes it any more true.

Casper tosses his hands in the air, and there's a glitter of goldenrod petals in their wake. He's stressed, agitated, and it's my fault. "Bullshit you don't know."

"I don't. I don't--" I scrub my hands over my face and try again. "Humans are… We are a tangled mess of emotions and feelings and thoughts. What one person thinks isn't the same meaning as what someone else thinks. Emotions and interpretations. It is so impossible to know what I felt with certainty. It was so long ago. I don't know. Maybe? Maybe I did. In my own way, maybe I did."

"And now?"

I think about it, try to understand how I felt when I saw him standing across the airlock from me. That smile of his that always meant trouble was just around the corner, but wouldn't it be something if we could stay one step ahead the whole time?

"He tried to kill you," Casper says into the silence when I take too long to answer. "He almost did. It is a fucking miracle you lived."

"I know."

The vines twist and grow up his forearms and he doesn't even seem to notice. "And you would still go if he asks you to leave?"