it sounds too good

kind of wanna overdose on something but like i dont wanna die i just want to get to the point where i feel really tired and i doze off and i fall sound asleep and i can pretend that im Dying and then we'll see if i actually wake up or not (but hopefully i will)

.. frick

IF I GO TO THIS SCHOOL I COULD LIVE IN CANADA

((wants desperately to listen to mr.mr. but also wants to keep the whole package a surprise and wait for the video release))

I’m ranting. You can ignore this.. Honestly though I feel like my life is slowly crumbling in front of me. You know that feeling when one person in your friend group hates you, but is so close to everyone else you can feel the hate escalating throughout the group. I don’t even understand what I did. Yet, I don’t want to go to school anymore. It’s so hard to get through the day lately. I don’t want to eat or go to my friend’s house or do anything but sleep. Oh and to add, now that this girl we were friends with is back. I feel like I’m practically being replaced. We were all such good friends once, and now, I don’t even know. I would rather die then spend one more day in this shitty life.