#homeproblems

Some if none of you aren't aware of my home life right now but it's finally time for me to come out and say it while I can.

I am moving out within a few hours from now and am scared deep down. Not from moving but because I come from a neglecting household, and the people I was avoiding seeing me have decided without warning to stay home. My significant other is already on the way and a few hours out to get me. We had planned this out for over a year, and I'm worried one wrong movement might start a fight or even physical harm to me or the ones coming to help me leave. I AM AN ADULT, and I will call the police if something bad happens. This does mean part 2 may be postponed for a while, so I can sort out moving out safely. Thank you for all the support, and I hope to post soon.

This is simply awareness, so you don't have to think I abandoned the story so soon.

Ok i have honestly had it with my family… specially my grandmother, whom i live with… i wanna be outta here so i can think on my own without being put down. I’M FUCKING DONE YOU OLD SCUM LICKING BITCH!!! No wonder no onle likes you and you have no damn friends. Yes i have a protestant boyfriend. (my family is catholic) yes i am willingly going to church with him and his family, yes i am transitioning to protestant slowly and still have confusion over what religion i am supposed to gk with… WHY DOES IT FUCKING MATTER???? I am going of my own free will. No one is “dragging me” no where in either bible does it say you have to be fucking catholic to be right or go to heaven. FOR FUCKS SAKE PULL YOUR HEAD OUTTA YER ASS YOU CLOSED MINDED RACIST BIGGOT!!! “Oh well i never” YES YOU FUCKING DID. YOU JUST FUCKING SAID IN A WAY THAT IT’S EITHER CATHOLIC OR IT’S WRONG!!! I am sick and tired of this!!! “You’re both not making a sacrifice and it’s not fair that he takes you to his church all the time, and not to yours. That’s not right and it’s not equal” ……. *sighs and facepalms* why does there even have to be such a rift between the two in the first place?…. WE WORSHIP AND FOLLOW THE SAME GOD FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!! Protistant still follow the ten commandments we teach the gospel, we are told there’s more than just having to believe you also have to live the christian life as well. She suggested i talk to a priest… i dunno what to do i just gotta get this out…. and whats worse this reaches a couple other fam members they’ll prolly come at me too. One being my aunt the other my mother… they cant say shit to me. Fuckin hypocratocal two faced scum eating bitches… and i am sick of her questioning my bfs relationship… she keeps saying things like i think we’re gonna get married, if i get married or most recently, supposedly…. FUCK OFF!! OH MY GOD THERE IS SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY LOVES ME AND GIVES A FUCKING DAMN ABOUT ME THAT ISN’T RELATED BY BLOOD OH MY GOD IT’S A FUCKING MIRACLE RIGHT???!!! SORRY TO FUCKING BURST YOUR BUBBLE ON THAT!!!! BUT TO INFORM YOU YES WE ARE GONNA GET MARRIED WHETHER YOU’RE THERE IS ANOTHER FUCKING QUESTION !!!*SCREAMS IN FRUSTRATION* would i like my fam to be there? Yes. So i can fucking rub it in thier faces that i got married and did things right… (for the record my bf and i wanna get married cuz we love eachother not just to rub it in my famlies face. Rubbing it in thier face is just a bonus) it hurts it fucking hurts to no matter how hard you try to rise above the already quite low standards they (my family) have for me and still fucking fail… gee im sorry i fought to graduate highschool, that i searched for a better job and it caused problems because i wouldnt just sit and take the free ride from social security, that i dont abuse drugs or alchohol, that i dont fuck any guy that wants to with me, that i don’t have any kids out of wedlock, that i actually have a functioning, healthy and stable relationship with a man who treats me like a damn queen, and sees my flaws but acepts them and loves them cuz they’re a part of me and he loves all of me for me. That he looks out for me, he’s always there for me and treats me right.