#hoe rants

so i saw ghost last night and sodo did point at me and wave so i will never be the sameee. aurora also had picks she was tossing out and she threw one to me, and IT BOUNCED OFF MY FUCKING HAND AND WENT INTO CRATES IN FRONT OF THE BARACADE >:(((

First and foremost: MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. My blog and content is strictly for those 18 and older and if you are underage, you should leave. Anyone found to be interacting while underage will be blocked immediately.

With that out of the way, hello loves, you can go ahead and call me Hoe, and I write over on Ao3 and post occasional drabbles here. This blog is reblog heavy because I honestly consume more than I write most days. My works are almost exclusively poly fics with plus sized feminine readers / OCs because that's a dynamic and character type I enjoy reading the most. I'm nonbinary and often only write when I'm in a more feminine mood.

In addition, I live a hectic life and suffer from multiple mental and physical health issues that make writing take a backseat a lot of times. This does not mean I'm abandoning wips or don't have any updates planned, but it's not a priority for me. I have no upload schedule because of this. When a chapter is done, I post it right away.

My most active fics are:

Innumerable Sins and Their Tender Absolution (ISatTA): [Call of Duty] a soulmate!Johnny human/monster poly fic inspired by the wonderful @bluegiragi's Monster au. Features a plus size fem reader from a sheltered background. There is both M/F and M/M in the poly dynamic. Occasional religious themes and and no major warnings other than NSFW.

Treasured Love (TL): [One Piece] an isekai/transmigration fic centered around a fem!OC by the name of Alexia who's Devil Fruit is based off maslow's hierarchy of needs. Major canon divergence with warnings typical of One Piece itself, plus NSFW. Both M/F and M/M. (tagged as /reader for easier visibility, my apologies to anyone here from ao3 who felt tricked.)

Queen, Mother (QM): [Jujutsu Kaisen] coming of age poly fic with a fem!reader who serves as the vessel for Sukuna's wife (fem!OC). Religious themes in the form of worshipping the OC as as ancestral god. Warnings typical of JJK, no NSFW as of this time. M/F only right now.

My less focused works right now are:

Cambion: [My Hero Academia] a college!au harem fic featuring a demon quirked (Y/N) OC. ((I am working on editing that, forgive me, it was my first posted fic)). Largely canon compliant with only an additional NSFW warning. M/F and M/M

Listen, I love it when porn bots follow me because,, ya know, more followers. But at the same time I feel like nobody actually likes my writing because some of my followers are bots and in convincing myself that all of them are and that no one likes my account.

I really feel bad about myself when people complain about how many followers they have cause most of the time they have a good amount and just feel bad because they don't have 100k. But I just can't help but have imposter syndrome when it comes to this. I have (and LOVE) my mutuals, or when I see that the same person liked multiple posts, but it's just so disheartening to see big authors I look up to complaining about how little followers they have and I feel even worse about how many I have.

And then thinking about if people feel that way about me. I have around 200 which is by no means bad, but these creators with 1000, or more followers, who consistently get at least 1500 likes on each post, are really bumming me out man.