#hisforever

I know this is not much of a journal, but with being sick...I don’t have many words to say at this moment.  I am in awe right now.  I can be sick as can be with what we have been told is possibly pneumonia and it has been an interesting last few days because I have have moments where I feel at par level, but then the very next moment I feel like I am 200% below par. However, I can honestly say that Sir has been the most amazing person since I met him and became him.  When I first met him and he started using me, I did not know that we would be where we are now, but we have come a long ways in just a short time.

Every day I smile because I am proud to be his pet.  I am proud say that I am owned by him.  I never knew that I wanted to be owned, but when he claimed me, I was thrilled that he did because I would not be here.  I don’t honestly know where I would be right now if it was not for him.  He is the one that caught on that I needed to go to the hospital in the beginning because I was having pains that were not regular or normal.  He possibly saved my life by telling me that I needed to go to the hospital.  Sir has been here for me through it all and I am grateful that he has been here because I don’t know where I would be today if it was not for him.  He is my everything.

I face every day challenges because I still uneasy about being in pain when he uses me, but I go through it all because I know I am His and I want to make him happy and proud.  Sir brings out the best in me.  He has made me a very happy little pet that looks forward to serving him every day.  A pet that looks forward to getting to move to be with him in the future when the right time comes because his pet wants nothing more than to be with him right now.  I cannot imagine a day without him because he has been here for me through finding out that I have diabetes and helping me get that under control to me now being sick with pneumonia that has me sick, short of breath, weak, tired, etc.