“Wha- no she’s not. She’s probably just late.”
“I dunno man, I don’t think she’s gonna show. What time was she supposed to be there?”
I checked my watch and frowned, looking down the street for any sign of Reese. A few cars passed and Alex repeated the question, a smirk in his voice.
“She’s only fifteen minutes late.”
“Fifteen minutes past not coming.”
I jumped when I heard my name, noting her delicate grasp on my forearm. I had been so wrapped up in my argument with Alex that I hadn’t noticed her come up. I mumbled a quick goodbye, followed by an even quieter ‘fuck you’, into the phone and hung up.
“Reese, hey. I- I’m sorry about that.” She giggled and nodded to the phone in my hand, her eyes as bright as I’d ever seen them. “You look amazing.”
“Thank you so much! So do you... and I’m sorry I’m late. I tried to call you but I left my phone in my office and by the time I realized I was already halfway here.”
I nodded like I’d heard, her words falling into background noise as I took her in. The dark red of her dress was deep like wine and it sat against her skin beautifully, bathed in the golden glow of the sunset behind me, she looked like a dream as she stood before me. I found my eyes dropping to her hand on my arm and my knees felt weak.
She followed my gaze and pulled back, the absence of her touch a cold, abrupt reminder that she wasn’t mine.
We spoke in unison and she stopped, looking down at her feet. I watched her cheeks flush and fought the urge to reach out and lift her chin up, taking a long minute to look into her eyes before I kissed her. My lip stung and I realized I had pulled it between my teeth as I studied her. I cleared my throat and she did as well, nodding towards the restaurant next to me.
“Oh, I uh- I actually cancelled our reservation.” Her brows furrowed in confusion and I continued. “When you said it was just you and me, I thought we’d go someplace else? Maybe Tori’s?”
Her mouth fell open in a soft ‘o’, eyes wide in excitement. “I forgot about Tori’s! They’re still open?”
I nodded excitedly and she leaned up on her tiptoes, the skirt of her dress ruffling as she moved. I watched her smile widen and my heart warmed.
“You wanna go?” She didn’t answer, just took my hand in hers and pulled me down the street. I followed blindly, too mesmerized by the feel of her skin on mine and the way her face had lit up. She stopped at a crosswalk and turned to me, pointing down Milford Street with a raised eyebrow. I nodded and the light turned, her hair bouncing as she started to cross.
“I can’t believe they’re still open!”
I saw her grin falter as she shook her head, her grip on my hand loosening until it fell by her side. The air stilled around us and I fell into step with her. I slipped my hands into my pockets and chewed on my lip as we slowed to a stop at another crosswalk.
“It just... it was our place, you know? After you left, I tried to avoid everywhere we went.” She forced a dry laugh and looked away. “Stupid, I know.”
“It’s not. I mean, I understand that Reese.”
I nodded slowly as we turned a corner. “I do. For almost a whole year after I left, Alex had to field phone calls every time our song came on.”
She took a deep breath and tugged on the sleeves of her dress, her voice soft when she spoke. “I was too.”
We walked in silence until I stopped, nodding to Tori’s as she followed my lead. She looked up at the sign, a small smile on her face before she turned towards me. Behind her, the streetlights began to turn on and we were bathed in warm light. We stood in a long, tense silence until she set her hand on her stomach.
My own stomach growled and I nodded, the smell of fresh Italian food wafting over us as if on cue. I reached for the handle and wrenched it open, watching her hesitate for a moment before slipping past me.