#hinestly

I'm gonna be paying attention to 3 different series now

I'm not gonna have time to watch EVERY view

hermitcraft my beloved?

3rd life my beloved?

vault hunters my beloved?

I watched Dunkirk behind the scenes this afternoon, and it just blew my mind how someone can be so passionate about something, how much he cares.

that's just the main thing when you watch any of his movies: care.

this guy goes all out. if he has to turn water into wine he will go try to do it in the most practical way possible. the crew he works with him cares, they give a fuck.

these are movies done by ppl that give a fuck.

that's what I love about it. I feel it when I watch the movie, it's just there, the craftsmanship of every aspect, the care to take the audience to a superior experience.

it is obvious that is millions of dollars in budget, the logistics, the time, and all the boring details, the obvious goal that is for the movie to have a great box office like any other movie, these are for any production. the standard.

Chris goes and makes movies that pulls the audience out of the normal, and entertains you by defying you with how he tells the story in the biggest, most realistic and gripping way possible.

his first movie I saw was interstellar, on Nov 8 2014. I was 15, I entered the crowded theater and never left. Who left was someone else. I remember so vividly how I left it, my face was red and wet with so many tears, I was shaking so much as I walked out in middle of the crowd in the dark hall to the entrance, I remember the cold Ac hitting my face and it being cold bc of the tears still drying on my cheeks. It felt like that movie pulled out of me so many feelings I could only cry to react. It was just the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, so new and so good, I was completely and absolutely struck by everything I had seen and heard in those 2h45m.

and today, 7 years later, I'm 22 and I'm watching these behind the scenes and going "oh my god that's why! that's why! that's why I had this experience, that's why I felt this way, because someone is giving so much care and love and attention, this was not done randomly like it's just another movie, this is another level of passion and care"

I'm amazed at everything, 100% biased and I love it. With all its imperfections and perfection, this guy is out there thinking and planning of giving the audience the best experience. He will stand out whether you like it or not, whether he gets 5 Oscars or none, let's be honest Christopher Nolan is too far away from the standards of these awards, they don't deserve him or what he is making.

We are incredibly lucky and privileged to be alive at the same time as this guy and be able to experience these movies.

that's it, I just needed to externalize the feelings and the thoughts I've been having this past month, watching and rewatching his movies.

I play it with a lot of my friends, It’s fun, it’s entertaining, kinda makes you want to crash your friend’s phone

HERE’S THE THING

I’m TERRIBLE AT THIS GAME

MOST OF THE ANSWERS I GET RIGHT IN THIS GAME ARE EITHER CAUSE MY FRIEND HELPED ME, OR I LEARNED THIS RANDIM FACT IN A FANFIC

And although this is definitely an advantage

None of my friends actually know I read fan fiction so it usually goes something like this:

“WHAT IS A HAIKU?”

A) a form of dance

B) a form of poetry

C) a type of song

My friend: oh! I think it’s a form of dance

Me: *chooses form of poetry*

My fiend: woah, neat! How’d you know?

Me: AH YES. You see, there’s this fanfic I read where Adrien’s a vampire and Marinette is his hunter and she wants to kill him but also Alix is kind of a vampire-hybrid who’s friends with Marinette but hates Kim so she tells Marinette to send him messages from her and then in this one scene she tells Marinette she’s gonna start writing him haikus saying something like “your feet smell” or something. So yeah, that’s literally the only reason that I know what a fucking haiku is.

I feel like I'm betraying witches more by being a Christian then betraying Christians by being a witch.