Okay, so, I need to explain why it has been EXTREMELY hard why I have not been writing as much (though I still am, I cannot give this up) but, things are... hard.

This is VERY triggering, and while I will not go into deep detail, I need you to understand why things are difficult and why i'm slow. I am not dropping anything, but i'm just, struggling. mentally, physically, emotionally. missing medicine and trying to eat, etc....

Whether anyone is going to read this or not I don't know, but Mun needs to rant! 

I am sick to death of people glamorizing self harm on tumblr. It makes me sick, all those romantically filtered photo's of bleeding arms and cuts; Jesus Christ it makes me want to headbutt someone. 

SELF HARM IS NOT ROMANTIC. BOYS KISSING YOUR SCARS IS NOT ROMANTIC. 

It's horrible and no it shouldn't be accepted so freely, Shannon that's mean you say? Bull crap man. I've got scars all over my upper arms and all over my shins some of which needed stitches, actual stitches, they're big and ugly and you know what? I don't know if any of you have had stitches but it's damn painful, they aren't pretty. They aren't cool, they don't show how 'strong' I am. They're just scars, always there to remind me of horrible times. 

SO PLEASE. 

For the love of Christ, stop making it out to be something good. 

Depression doesn't make you sexy, mysterious or tough. 

It's a mental health issue. 

TREAT IT LIKE ONE.