Everything hurt, and tears ran down Corvin's face. No, Corvinna! He immediately shut down the name her mother gave her, trying to remember what she believed inside. I'm a girl, I'm a girl! but, he had to be a boy. Had to be her son. Yes, she… he, needed to make her proud! His arm rubbed against his face, trying to push away the tears only to smear blood over her face and she sobbed silently even more. He had to keep moving. He didn't know which way was home, being dropped blindfolded and his wrist tied and he had to find a tool.
The ritual burned into his skin, each blade carved a curve, a line, a mark. All he could hear was his mother's whispers under her breath as she cut into him. "You better not make a sound, do not insult our family name. You are a man, and you will act like one. Hold your tongue, you better bite it off before you cry or scream," And under her… no, his silent breath he nodded and said 'yes mother'.
Now, all he had was himself, and the giant nail in his hand. It must have belonged to some traveling Merchant and dropped from a cart. It was a bit old and rusted, but still useful.
She ran through the woods, knowing the dangerous that lingered around every tree trunk and pool of water. Stay alert, Stay alive. Bring suspicion as a weapon and trust nothing. No one is a friend, everything is an enemy. Corvinna knew the blood would pull not just predators but demons from the woods. Her pain would call like a sweet platter of delicacies to the hunger of these creatures. Then there were the corrupted monsters, creatures turned by the darkness of the wyldwoods. And then, the predators, wolves and bears, snakes, natural creatures untouched by the darkness.
Each step cut into her feet, as she gritted her teeth. Don't cry, hunters don't cry. What did Niles saying. "Chin up boy, you won't be a hunter like Shauna if you keep joking around. One day your silliness will get you killed; faster then thorns piercing your feet," WHY DID NO ONE WANT HER? Boy. Son. Failure. Useless. Pathetic.
That anger lashed out as she killed a wolf she tangled with. She had to survive! Not for her mother, not for Niles, not for anyone else….
Well, she would survive for Shauna. She couldn't leave her alone. She didn't care what these hunters and occultist said; being a lone hunter would lead to death. Caring for someone could not be the end of the world. Shauna brought such light, such hope; the only one who called her a girl! who liked her as a girl. She would survive for her, she had to. No one else would, and she would not let her be alone.
Dropping down to the water's edge, Corvinna looked at her reflection. Blood streaked across her cheeks and nose, blood crusted all over her chest and shoulders. Her body shivered involuntarily, the pain burning down to her bones. She inspected the water, making sure it was no poisoned or cursed and started to splash it over her face, washing her hands. But a sudden sound caused her to jump up, grabbing her nail and growling.
"No, no, this is a trick!" Suspicion crept over Locke's eyes, staring at this winged woman. A demon must know she prayed to her often. Just talking to the winged protector, seeking a calm and hope to know she wasn't alone. Kayle was the one of justice, righteousness. Locke didn't think the white sister would feel the loneliness as people flocked to her like swans. But the Veiled Lady, people were silent of her. Perhaps, Morgana was just as lonely as this little girl forced into a world she didn't want to be in. A demon must notice, feeling the safety Corvinna felt around Morgana. "Lies… tricks…"
Yet, Corvinna stood there for a moment, staring at Morgana. Something shimmered, just barely around her form. She didn't feel like a demon, move like one. Her mother would condemn her immediately for even thinking she could have help. Corvinna should reject all help given to her; a hunter survives on their own. "Your… not a demon," Corvinna said, and looked confused at her own words. How did she know? She wasn't sure, but she could sense something, something not demonic.
Carefully the young occultist took a few steps forward, and reached out. "You aren't a lie, I don't…. your real?" Looking down, she noticed the poppy seeds. "These are used in herbal medicines and salves in my home," With such gentleness, Corvinna took them from her hand and made sure they were clean before chewing on them.
"Are you the real Winged Protector? Or, am I just… imagining this? Maybe a spirit that looks like her?" Corvinna asked, hoping to hear the truth. To many spoke lies; poisoning the ears of so many. Even this young hunter had to be careful not to let the words stain her soul; sometimes she wasn't successful as the pain made her hate herself.
The suspicion lay so heavily in the air that one might choke on it. Morgana could feel her heart plummet as Locke whirled around, fingers grasping the large silver nail as if she was only asking for the illusion to break and a monster to unleash hell upon her. Living near the Wyldwoods had bred the demon hunters into paranoid, suspicious people, just as suspicious and defensive as Demacians themselves were, yet their zealous nature sometimes felt like it succeeded the rigid mindset of the Demacian army.
Arguably, it was easy to dream of a Demacia which could allow mages among its midst in peace if you did not have to see the consequences of dark magic every single day. Morgana could almost forgive the zealous paranoia and the feverish defensiveness of the demon hunters. After all, their duties meant that they constantly fought with the result of the occult.
A demon hunter fought monsters that the Dauntless Vanguard may only encounter once a blue moon. Even the Dragonguard of Wrenwall fought dragons only every few months. Compared to that, the Locke family and Niles wandered into these cursed woods every night to limit the encroachment of the monsters and demons upon Demacia, at great cost to their own mental health and life.
Thus, as Locke spat her mistrust at her feet, backing away from her, trying to keep the distance between the two of them, Morgana merely raised her hands and spoke: "I promise you, young Corvinna, I am unarmed. I promise I am not trying to trick you, though, I do not fault you for fearing that, given where we are." Her expression softened in pity and empathy. How young was Locke? Fifteen? Sixteen? She certainly did not look like an adult. And yet the little boy, the little girl was already deeply rattled by her mistrust. How quickly paranoia could take root.
They kept staring at each other. Neither dared to move. Morgana could feel Locke stare at her, below that human face. Her wings flexed against her chains. She stayed silent as the boy-girl stared into the depths of her soul; something the demon hunters had trained themselves to do. What did Locke see? A soul carrying the trauma and sorrow of a life lived for centuries? The lingering power of an Aspect, which could destroy just as much as it could build up?
Morgana nodded patiently as Locke slowly connected the dots. "No", she said reassuringly, "I am no demon. I am also very much real." Relief flooded her as Corvinna took the poppy seeds and ate them, the physical pain finally ebbing away. Even though, emotionally, the young hunter was still very much a raw wound. "And, yes, I am the Winged Protector. Or, well, one of them. My sister, Kayle, has not been in Demacia for generations. I am no spirit, young Locke. People back then knew me as Morgana. I have been keeping tabs on you ever since I saw hints of this ritual happening."
@viioletvale cont. from here.