#higher mind

Our natural state of being is delicious and blissful. Our mind, and our ego mind make it challenging to come back to our true self and listen to our higher self. Your mind and your ego have no control of you and your choices, unless you believe them. You are making all the choices; not your ego.

Your ego is only ONE percent of what you are. Your ego wants to control everything rigidly instead of letting go of the attachment to the plan you have. So, planning, having goals isn't necessarily the problem. The attachment to the plan is. Steps reveal themselves when you trust everything is unfolding perfectly in alignment. Your ego believes it needs to control to create. Shift from planning to aligning. Hold your vision of your desire and let inspired actions flow naturally. This may look like doing nothing, resting until an inspired thought pops up to do something. So let go, flow & everything will unfold naturally without you having to do anything you don't want to do. Remember following your highest excitement every moment is key, even if that looks like resting, or choosing peace.

Remember, your ego is not who you really are, it is just a small part of your design. The ego helps you to see your reality more clearly so that you can make the best choices for yourself, even though all choices are neutral and have no built in meaning. How to tell if your higher mind is speaking to you or if your ego mind is speaking to you is, your ego will make everything seem separate from you. Your ego is LOUD your higher mind is soft & quiet. Your ego is calculating; your higher mind is not. Your ego is serious; your higher mind is playful.

Your ego is constantly comparing and separating you from others even though separation is an illusion. Your ego wants to control how you are being perceived. Your ego will have thoughts that you are falling behind, failing and that you must do, do, do, and try very hard or else something bad will happen. Your ego will feel impatient and demanding. Your ego will have thoughts such as needing to perform constantly, to not be your authentic self and never feel enough as you are now with any perceived flaws.

The only thing that matters is your loving heart and remember, the person or animal next to you doesn't care about your perceived flaws. Only your ego thinks it matters. If they do, it's their negative ego that cares. Your ego's voice will have you out of alignment and keep you in a state of distress; creating negative synchronicity. Which is perceived as bad luck. The ego says, "you need to do this, and need to do that." Your ego will have thoughts that make you feel frantic, in fear and full of anxiety. Your ego wants to start a fight and is very judgemental of yourself and others but your subconscious mind can't tell the difference between you judging others; it thinks you're judging yourself. Your higher mind doesn't judge.

Your ego feels threatened, your higher mind is not threatened at all. Your ego will make you work very hard and make you feel like you are not safe. Your ego wants revenge and wants to always be seen as right. Your ego needs the newest, the best of something, the best seat, the most beautiful partner, the higher status, the biggest house, the nicest yard etc. But your higher mind knows the highest and easiest, most aligned, highest version and desire for you. Because your higher mind cares more about your evolution, not egoic desires. Everything else is what you ego thinks you need.

Your ego cares about the opinions of others, and your higher mind holds compassion for others, but ultimately doesn't care what anyone thinks. But none of those things are truth what the ego thinks it knows. The truth is, you're always safe, always doing enough, always on your right path, always following your purpose by existing, always being supported by the Universe, always in the right place at the right time, always have help all around you, always have abundance flowing to you and everything is always serving you no matter how negative it appears. But if you have resistance to it, if you are not allowing help, if you are fighting against it, because you are listening to your ego you will believe everything is against you. The Universe is always working on your behalf even if you believe it's not because the Universe fully supports your beliefs no matter how detrimental your beliefs are.

Until you buy into your mind, which is like a sleazy salesman, and your ego monkey mind which are just living in fearful illusions not based in truth & love then you are creating and manifesting your own fears and problems, negative versions of people etc. The ego gives everything meaning but the Universe is completely meaningless and neutral. Whatever you give meaning you are judging. There can be no peace in a mind that judges. You are a multidimensional being of great contrast. Your goal is to see the contrast and hold them both without judging or becoming polarized. It is the judging that keeps this type of energy repeating itself. Judging holds us in a tight grip of conflict. Peace comes when you learn to allow allow allow the contrast in the transforming alchemical energy of your heart awareness. So whatever you believe, you will see more of it because your ego is defining it. It is not the truth. The only truth is unconditional love.

So, stop listening to your ego, stop listening to fearful, doubtful thoughts and start listening to your higher mind which will always feel better, always makes you feel safe, right where you need to be and like everything is always working for you and not against you. Close your eyes, breathe three times in and out, get to that delicious state of being, your natural state and breathe some more and listen to your higher dimensional guidance from the beings within you and your higher self who always have your best interest and it will always feel like love, compassion, gentleness, supportive, patient, accepting, and light.

Anything other than those things are lower dimensional beings who do not have your best interest and highest good in mind, and your ego mind keeping you out of alignment. It is not normal to live a negative life. Remove the belief that it is normal to have a negative life full of pain, suffering, trauma, guilt and shame. There is no such thing as doubt, only one hundred percent trust in an unpreferred reality. And, you only need to feel guilt once to know that is not the kind of person you prefer to be, so you can release your guilt because it's keeping you in a lower vibration.

Your ego wants to blame everything and everyone for its problems in your life. Your ego is triggered by something it can't control. Your ego is always needing to know things, planning ahead, need to know all the information. Your higher mind knows it will know what it needs to know when it needs to know it. Your higher mind is relaxed, going with the flow, and doesn't need to know everything all at once. Your ego is trying to help you but it is not a very good helper. Your ego is ruining your life and lower vibrational beings. It's you versus you not you versus the world. Your ego is in competition with others but your ego doesn't realize everyone is you. Ignore the lower vibrational beings, Ignore them and tell your ego to take a back seat.

On my path towards self mastery almost all of the pivotal, disruptive, and hard moments were to be faced on my own. Which does not mean that I ever was without loving connections ready and capable of holding space or being with me. No, it was an internal knowing that made it clear to me that to meet this moment in the way befitting it necessitated me to stand alone. 

Standing alone in the face of a challenge or adversarial energy necessitates me to let go of the conditioned ideas of weakness, not-enoughness, and the fear at their core. It either calls on me to trust my knowing or past experiences more than the quivering voices or the embedded sensations in this body. 

These are moments I have to live from vision, or spirit, to help the physical and emotional transcend the artifice of limitation they have been bound to. 

Every moment of courage, of feeling fears and resistances and 'doing it anyway', are moments that help unlearn more fundamental distortions held in the mind-body system that consistently belie reality in favor of cultural narratives and fears. This is why I speak of liberation. We need liberation from these ties that would bind us to endless repetitions of human history and suffering.

When I use the term 'self mastery' I envision a learning and knowing of the small egoic and identified self as well as a gentle but firm re-education at the hands of the Self that is beyond duality, time, and space. All beings experience varying levels of self mastery depending on their experiences and the trajectory of their Soul path. Not all of us are willing to keep moving towards suffering, face the truths behind our wounds, and embrace a greater reality and consciousness beyond the limited niche of human making.

This path will inevitably ask us to not only endure but also precipitate willingly losses upon losses of  people, places, beliefs, memories, behaviors, habits, though-patterns. It necessitates us to make the ultimate sacrifice, to the ego, by letting go of our identification with our personality, personal stories, body, and other ideas about self. Which goes way further than a mere ego-death, which denotes a letting go of selfishness or self-centered perception. 

Releasing all identifications comes with the understanding of the illusions this world we perceive, and lives we live, are woven from and of touching on the true nature of our being. 

Beingness that is found at the core of our experience and perceptions is genderless, formless, unlimited in its expressions, and not bound by time and space. It is not caught up in the dramas of maya with their relentless repetition of pain, suffering, harm, or seeking of pleasure to escape them. 

Beingness is observant yet not judging. For what is there to be judged when all is of the One? It reposes in a loving equanimity as the play of consciousness in duality, form, and forgetting unfolds within it.

The lives and identities we believe to have crafted, the attributes we claim or reject, they all are mere shadows dancing within the grand movements of consciousness. 

Consciousness keeps creating and destroying along its path of evolutions and self exploration as Beingness witnesses it all.

From time to time I need to remind my human to release her grip on identifications in order to dance with more ease and grace along the play of consciousness. It is like reminding the actor to follow the lead of the director and not get lost in self importance and thereby miss out on being part of a great play. 

To have the knowing and tools to move between human perception and Beingness, to learn to use the

greater picture view of Beingness in service of a more harmonious resonance with the frequencies playing out all around is a hard earned gift of this path. A gift only few will appreciate or understand as to many others any actions or non-actions arising from this knowing look weird or crazy.

Yet looking at life from a vantage point that suffuses human perceptions with greater perspectives of consciousness and Beingness allows for a perception of life which reveals a 'hidden' humor and playfulness in the unfolding of existence. Allowing me to look at what seems hard or impossible, from a strictly human perspective, as a fun challenge to be tinkered with and mastered. 

There is unspeakable power and freedom in understanding that nothing can be lost nor gained, not in death nor in incredible wealth or success. 

This knowing liberates me to explore possibilities in more subtle and novel ways, to choose play in 'serious' moments and thereby align and dance with the slip-stream of consciousness that is manifesting what we call life experience. 

This is what this cluster of consciousness is here for: to play, explore, create, deconstruct, rebuild, dance, and most of all BE with all of existence. I am not here to play it small and along old scripts, I have come to question and rewrite what is mine to change, I have come to render all scripts obsolete as I walk a new path in the void, leaving stardust in my steps for others to be inspired or intrigued by.

In every moment I repose in BEing and open to what is witnessed I am speechless at the infinite ways life is being lived in what only seems to be a consensus reality. How thin the veneer of consensus is, how magnificently diverse and wondrous the perceptions and storylines chosen are. How little it would take to release suffering and live a freer and more magical life. And how vehemently identities, identifications, and fears are fighting any attempt at liberation. 

How beloved the jailors are to the prisoners while the liberators seem silly, dangerous, or any other form of objectionable. 

To see with clarity the game at play tempts the human in me to intervene whenever there are threads of attachment in need of releasing. To see it also awakens a desire to share the wonderment and contemplation of it all with others. To express the mix of awe and compassion that arise in observing humans navigate life in their individually chosen way. Being in wonderment of the multidimensional shimmer of existence.

And it challenges the human to release the desire to change what is witnessed, to accept reality as it is, to honor the choices of others even and especially when they are self-destructive and persistent, to trust the higher wisdom at play in the long game of consciousness evolution. It takes constant reminders of the fact that we are engaging with Maya and her illusions, while absolute reality knows no loss, harm, or pain as all is One and in fluid harmony. Reminders to step back, check herself, and to free herself from identification with dualistic perceptions and to be mindful of the 'costs' of such entrapment.

But most deliciously Beingness gives the body-mind extended experiences of peace, equanimity, and bliss which gently wash away attachments to distorted perceptions and fears. Which in turn makes the challenging and hard things far easier and deepens trust in Self, the dimensional gateway to Beingness and Oneness.

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