#herr

And i hate when i let a mf witness that.

Because do you know …

When im in public people think im some kind of artist or something…

Technically i am…

But you are telling me im out here heart broken in misery and people just wanting to admire instead of accepting my reality and helping fix certain shit ?! …

My world doesnt feel like mine.

Everything feels unfamiliar again.

I must hide until oblivion.

I just wish i can start… over…

Ive got to be sexy from 36- infinity bro.

I look cute comfy quirky

I need to look come here , fuck me.

You know ?

I wont lie im considering losing that good 60 for some aggressive lipo…. I will go the fck outta the country to snip pluck nip tuck this ass in to what i remember. It was before i got lost.

Because i didnt deserve that bro i really didnt 🥹🤨😂

Is this mid life crisis?

Idc she a leo.

Mine is… purposely going to the dollar store to buy granny candies to put in my candy mason jar…

Soon enough when i find a pretty enough bowl it will be a candy dish .

Ive bought an array of caramels for this mason jar and very excited to offer some one or witness some one take one .

The same way they say your trauma isnt an excuse to treat people horribly ..???

And sometimes The impressive accolades are tied to the trauma …