#helpzilla

What’s something most people don’t know about you? My mom just died. She was so beautiful. $200 stands between me and getting to LI for her funeral. I miss her already! I had the best mom.

Today is Friday, October 17th, 2025. Last thing I remember it was October 13th, a Monday, I think. I was in a coma. I woke up in the ICU yesterday naked and confused. Now I’m in a regular room. I was sexually assaulted and terrorized by my scumbag landlord at the Pleasant Valley Motel in Pleasant Valley, New York, which is part of Appalachia just north of Poughkeepsie. I was holding my own…

I have been hospitalized (again) since Friday night. Poverty is killing me, and I should not be poor. The motel I’m staying at is infested with roaches and flies. Calling 911 for an emergency is pointless. I have no dishes. I ran out of food and the pantry only had super salty stuff. The only thing not salty was some canned chicken and I have no can opener. I have no utensils. No glasses, no…

I started a GoFundMe to help me survive little longer. Please help if you can! Thank you a d God Bless you all. https://gofund.me/81ae7606?sfnsn=mo you can also help via: CashApp: @$ZillaAxZilla PayPal: [email protected] Please and Thank You!

I’m still sick and in the hospital but they’re kicking me out back to the homeless shelter, which will kill me. I need assisted living. My only other option is to threaten suicide to go to the looney bin. I hate the looney bin but you get meds on time. They stopped taking my blood days ago despite my heart and kidney failure. The nicer psyche wards won’t take me because I have no home. I have no…

Hi everyone. I have spent the past two years in and out of hospitals with heart failure. I’ve been in the hospital since last week Friday and I’m trying to get into an assisted living facility. The last six years of my life have been hell but until a year ago I had a house and a cat. When not hospitalized I now find myself homeless. I lost everything and everyone I cared about due to an ugly…

Happy Sin Free Sunday; we ain’t perfect but we try! It was Sunday when I wrote this I know it’s Tuesday now that’s how long it took me to get a signal so I could upload please pray with me. It is a glorious morning here at the shack and I am enjoying the beauty of my land. Wildflowers are blooming and I enjoy the company of birds, frogs, butterflies, and various other critters who I encourage…

What foods would you like to make?Jetpack WordPress App suggested blog posts I love to experiment and explore how things work together or don’t. It’s mad science. Cooking is an adventure. Today I threw a banana in its peel into my air fryer & cooked it loosely wrapped in foil Then I froze it Then I ate it Nom nom nom Now I’m making Turkish Coffee as taught to me by an Albanian friend in my…