Zilla Stevenson

I’ve been in the CCU at Vassar hospital in Poughkeepsie for about a month. My colon and intestines burst and I’m cut open from my sternum to my public bones. I can’t move in the bed. I bled for days. I’ve had transfusions. I’m in horrible pain and I’m getting mistreated. I have a osteomyelitis bag and a bottle that are about to burst. They won’t give me my freaking meds. I have Addison’s disease…

Being your mom was the greatest thing that ever happened to me. I love you both so much. You were little the last time I saw you and now you are grown. I’d love to tell you the truth about what really happened. I am currently in a nursing home recovering from months in hospital beds. Please call me, I am still your mom. I want you to know that I kept your rooms exactly as you left them so many…

I am in Vassar Brothers Hospital, in Poughkeepsie, NY, somewhere on the 4th floor. I woke up here after dying again a few hours ago. Mays House, a homeless shelter at 28 Snow Terrace in Poughkeepsie, abused horribly me after I was sent there from the hospital on Friday. I never should have been sent there in the first place. I am in a wheelchair and incontinent due to medication. The place is…

What the butt-card-swipe is happening, all you disgruntled mofos who have that ONE ANNOYING FRIEND who thinks it’s the HEIGHT OF FUCKING HILARITY to wait until your asscrack is exposed and jump in with their credit card so they can slide unforgiving plastic down your butt and over the bisected wrinkles of your fear-puckered dirt […] Give His Books A READ and Please Review! Give my books a read…

Writing Prompt:What are you most proud of in your life?– Jetpack blogging App. My children; Bridget and Thor, who I miss terribly. And my Mom, who just died. 😢 I am still in the hospital, having died recently and I am homeless. My siblings hate me and they kept my mom from me until she died. It was elder abuse. My sister kidnapped my children when I first tried to leave my ex husband, who…

“Blow up, burn, shoot, slaughter with knives, crush with buses.” Break into their homes, kill them, punish them (Christians and Jews) by any means. “Blow up, burn, shoot, slaughter with knives, crush with buses.” Break into their homes, kill them, punish them by any means. […] ISLAM’s Rules for Muslims for conquering the West And we not only allow, but actually encourage it. Stupid dhimmies.…

From my archives: I Will ALWAYS Be A New Yorker – My September 11, 2001 Story Originally Published September 11, 2011 This is my personal story of September 11, 2001 and what happened after – as I experienced it 60 miles away from Ground Zero… My father’s grandparents, (both sets) Irish Catholics, somehow managed to […]My 9/11 Story – I will ALWAYS Be A New Yorker

We all have our storms. Some are loud and messy, crashing through every part of our lives. Others are silent, brewing quietly behind calm smiles and steady voices. What looks small to one person can feel like a mountain to someone else. That’s why the line — “Never judge someone’s struggle by your own strength” … read the whole thing  at Kenrick Vance, linked below. I needed to see this…

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JESUS is THE real King and Donald Trump is the best President EVER. #GodFirst 🇺🇸 🇮🇱 ✌️✝️ ❤️ Trump is the POTUS of Peace. GOD is THE KING of Kings The left ain’t right. The Demoncrats can SHOVE IT! God bless the USA! God bless Donald J. Trump! God bless you all. I love you all. Peace be with you all. XOXO 😘 Im still in the hospital. My mom just died. I need $200 for a train from…

What’s something most people don’t know about you? My mom just died. She was so beautiful. $200 stands between me and getting to LI for her funeral. I miss her already! I had the best mom.

Scripture speaks of suffering not as a punishment or failure, but as a profound mystery woven into the fabric of spiritual life. From Genesis to Revelation, suffering is portrayed as something that can refine the soul, deepen faith, and draw one closer to God. Paul writes in Romans 5:3–4 that “we glory in our sufferings” … What Does Scripture Say About Suffering? I needed to see this today.…

Scripture speaks of suffering not as a punishment or failure, but as a profound mystery woven into the fabric of spiritual life. From Genesis to Revelation, suffering is portrayed as something that can refine the soul, deepen faith, and draw one closer to God. Paul writes in Romans 5:3–4 that “we glory in our sufferings, […] What Does Scripture Say About Suffering? My mom just died. I’m…

Today is Sunday, October 19th, 2025. It’s 2am and I haven’t slept.  Last thing I remember it was October 13th, a Monday, I think. I was in a coma. I woke up in the ICU yesterday naked and confused. Now I’m in a regular room. My mom died. I need to get to her funeral. I have 8 dollars, I need $200 to make the trip back to Baldwin. I am heartbroken.I was sexually assaulted and terrorized by my…

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I think this guy should be more concerned with getting thrown off a roof than gaining Muslim acceptance. At least I think he’s a guy. What say you? Sage is a convert who identifies as queer. The new Muslim is on a mission to make queer people feel more accepted by Islam. [MORE] RTWT at BareNakedIslam, linked below. OMG! Convert to Islam who identifies as “visibly queer” thinks he can make…

Today is Friday, October 17th, 2025. Last thing I remember it was October 13th, a Monday, I think. I was in a coma. I woke up in the ICU yesterday naked and confused. Now I’m in a regular room. I was sexually assaulted and terrorized by my scumbag landlord at the Pleasant Valley Motel in Pleasant Valley, New York, which is part of Appalachia just north of Poughkeepsie. I was holding my own…