Lilith.
This is where the initiate will meet the first guides/allies on this new journey. From here, it begins the trials and tribulations of the Qliphoth. Dante begin his journey here accompanied by Vergil. In this case, it's whoever your deity/guide/ally is. The Qlipha from my experience is like a dark cave with really dim lighting. The water is like acid, the smoke that rose from it burned my skin, the place smelled like sulfur. However, it burned my nostils. I knew better than to breathe through my mouth. Otherwise, I would've burned my lungs or caught something from this astral realm. So no thank you. There were astral impressions of fire to include some stakes burning from a distance. Lilith appeared as a huge vampiric figure who just placed her hand on my heartspace and triggered unwanted memories from within. My spirit feel to the floor, shivering like I was cold while my mind raced and projected memories that I've pushed in and didn't want to face.
How did this qlipha manifest in the physical realm?
Where can I start?
From my experience, hot flashes, sudden anger, frustration, fear, anxiety, shame. Inner conflict rising from my heart chakra and...a lot of intrusive thoughts that were not mine. Sounds like schizophenia but I knew for a fact it wasn't. There was a LOT of internal struggle chaos, tension, panic attacks, psychosis, especially when I tried to control what was happening to me. I didn't want anyone to know what was happening to me. Not at all. I've felt isolated socially. It seemed familiar. The pain of being alone....again. The pain of having too many enemies.....again. All of this is something that was inside of me that I had constntly pushed down when I was a kid. Now as an adult, and volunteered myself as tribute to travel the Qliphoth, the hell realms, in order to retrieve the keys to my life, had to find a way in order for me to relieve myself of these traumatic experiences besides going to therapy. So this is where it starts.
