Tech Tuesday: Mike | Part 9
Summary: Date night leads to a greatly needed conversation.
A/N: Mike is from Hellraiser: Hellworld. If you need an idea as to what his character is like, I highly recommend this gif set.
Word Count: ~1.1k.
Warnings: Age gap (Reader is 10+years older than Mike), Insecure reader. Please let me know if I missed any!
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Mike's apartment hunting is interrupted by Chaz's new girlfriend.
"Oh my god! You're twins?!" she exclaims as Chaz walks her past Mike's room.
"Sadly," Chaz replies. "But I was born first so I clearly got the better genetics. You know he's actually working a 9 to 5 job instead of being an exec at Dad's business?"
"Oh my god, what an idiot!" she laughs.
Knowing that Chaz is hoping to start an argument, Mike tries to keep his focus on the laptop. The rents around the city are atrocious, but it might be worth getting a tiny studio just to get away from this. It's way too soon to ask to move in with you, and that's assuming your place has room for him.
That you still want to be with him. Mike's not used to relationships, sure, but does it normally take this long to have sex? Is he not doing enough? Are you embarrassed to be seen with him? Is it because he's not an exec? Not making the big money?
No, that doesn't track with what he knows about you. You're honest. If you weren't having fun, if you weren't actually interested, you'd tell him outright. And besides, in a relationship sex isn't the end goal, right? He can wait. Be mature. Especially for you.
Stressing over dates isn't something you're used to. It had become so routine to show up, be disappointed, and just head home. But with Mike, it was so delightfully different. It's been so long since you went on a date with someone interested in you.
That's probably why you've been putting off sex for so long.
Looking at yourself in the mirror, you eye every single flaw. Every stretch mark, wrinkle, grey hair, chin hair. Your breasts sag more and more each year. You gave up shaving your pubic hair, even just to trim, because you knew no man would ever want to see it anyway.
You can already picture Mike's disappointment, maybe even revulsion, should he see you.
But that doesn't play well with what you already know about him. He's so sweet, especially towards you. He could have been an ass like his brother, but he's really found his place as a charismatic, charming, kind young man.
Those thoughts can't quiet the negative voice in your head saying he'll turn into just another disappointment once he sees you naked.
Tonight is the first date with Mike that doesn't take you both to the club that caters to people of your age difference. You're actually going to be out amongst people significantly less likely to be tolerant of your relationship. Sure, there's been a lot of progress in accepting older women with younger men, but societal norms like this are slow to change.
When you exit your building, Mike runs out of the car to open up the passenger side for you, smiling brightly. His enthusiasm and gentlemanly behavior make you giggle in a way you haven't for decades.
"Thank you, so much," you beam at him as you get into the car.
Running back to the driver's seat, Mike sits back down and leans in for a kiss that you're happy to give.
"You're such a good kisser," you purr, making him blush.
As he drives, the two of you chat about various topics. You're especially interested in how his apartment hunt is going. What little he's told you about his current living situation has you worried about him. But with his new job, he's got proof of income and that dramatically increases his options for a new apartment. Every time he talks about his progress you make sure to praise him in the same ways you wish someone had for you when you were figuring out the world. It's been a while since you were in a relationship but you still know how to be a supportive girlfriend.
Mike finds a decent parking spot and insists on you waiting for him to open your door before you get out, making you smile, even if you feel a little shy from the attention.
"Thanks for not minding that the place isn't fancy," he blushes as he opens the door to the restaurant for you.
"It's not a problem. I don't care for fancy places, anyway. They always overcharge for such tiny pieces of food."
"Right?! And you're always hungry afterwards!"
"Exactly! Best to get a cheaper meal that's actually filling."
The two of you keep chatting as you find a table. It's such a different environment for your dates and you're doing your best to not pay attention to others in the restaurant. Focusing on Mike, you try to make yourself as openly affectionate as you are when you know people aren't judging.
Mike absolutely soaks up the attention and affection. It helps him fight that little voice telling him you're not as interested in him as he had hoped. Especially as, throughout the night, you're inching your chair closer and closer to him. It's subconscious for you, wanting to be physically close to him. He's so warm, attentive, and you've been missing that. By the time your food arrives, you're close enough to be touching elbows.
A few times you couldn't help but look around, it was relieving to see how few people were looking at you and Mike. The one or two that were seemed more impressed than judgy or disapproving. It really helps you to relax and Mike picks up on it.
"You're really happy with me, aren't you?" he beams.
"Of course I am. You're not just cute, you're sweet, intelligent and, most importantly, patient with me."
"I gotta admit, I've been worried you were losing interest."
"Oh?" you blink a few times in surprise. Then it hits you. "Oh. Because I haven't let it go past making out?"
Mike blushes, "yeah. But that' just because I've never really been in a relationship. I don't know how it's supposed to go, you know?"
"If it helps, I've been wanting to drag into bed," you confess and Mike perks up. "I'm curious to see what you can do. But I'm also scared of what you'll think of me."
"Wait, you think you're not sexy?" he gapes.
"I'm able to hide a lot of flaws with my clothes," you shrug.
He thinks for a moment before scooting close, wrapping an arm around your waist and looking deep into your eyes.
"You need me to be patient, I get that. But when you're ready, I can promise you I will be full of compliments and eager to show you what I can do to that gorgeous body of yours."
"Oh," you blink, cheeks heating up. "Oh, you're good."
"Just wait and see," he winks.
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