Coachella - Day 2 - Continued
âDiana,â I said, taking a step back. âWhat⊠what are you doing here?â
I stared at her across the parking lot, inching closer to Carlos, afraid she might be there to potentially harm him.
âI,â Diana said, removing her cigarette from her lips, âam here to check up on you.â She flicked the butt of her cigarette on the ground, stomping it out with one of her heels as she strutted towards me.
âWhat for?â I said, softly clenching and relaxing my right fist.
âThatâs a good one,â Diana said, chuckling to herself. âI mean, I am just the one witch that helped you get off with this probation period instead of having to completely revoke your magic. Iâm still waiting for that thank you basket you promised, by the way.â
Diana wasnât wrong. From the very beginning, she was on my side; even when I wasnât aware of what was going on. When I was being whisked away in my dreams to the council for my pre-trial punishments and transformations, Diana was secretly compiling reasons and justifications to not sentence me to become a mortal. At the end of it all, I wouldâve been trapped in the 18-year-old twink body I was eventually transformed into, and stripped off my magic; forced my live the rest of my life completely powerless.
âMy bad,â I said, still tense. âMy brain isnât exactly the way it used to be. I swear, nowadays I find myself more drawn to lusting after my own reflection than remembering the promises I made to people.â
âThat I can believe,â Diana said. âIn any case, I see youâve decided to go through with the arrangement: prove to the council that your methods of transforming mortals is for the better of this world and ours.â
âI have,â I said. âIâve already directly improved four lives, and whoâs to say how many more considering the first three was a gang of bullies.â
âI agree,â Diana said, pulling another cig from her purse. âNevertheless, since I stuck my neck out for you, Iâve been assigned to monitor you for the remainder of your probation to make sure you donât fall out of line and start transforming anyone, mortal or magical, for your own personal agenda.â
I squinted my eyes. Typical of the council â they never liked being challenged. And now after processing what Diana just told me, I shouldâve expected this to happen. I vaguely remembered one of the warlocks scoffing that a âkid will do what a kid wants to doâ during my trial and how âchildren need surveillance.â Pfft. Itâs not my fault I was biologically 28 years old and the old fart was pushing five centuries.
âI donât need a babysitter, Diana,â I said, crossing my arms. âI appreciate everything youâve done for me, but I think I can handle this on my own.â
âRaul,â Diana said, exhaling smoke. âItâs not up to me. Itâs up to them. I have to give at least weekly reports from now on, sometimes more when thereâs repeated transformations occurring. And since youâve already done, what, four, you said? I think Iâm going to need to pop in a couple more times this weekend.â
Sometimes I wondered if Chad was a low-key clairvoyant; I swear he could feel when something bad was coming from a mile away.
If I couldnât shake Diana off my back, I couldnât shake the council off it either. I would have to be extra cautious from here on out. Adamâs transformation still would be considered safe under the arrangement, as would the bullies, but I would be liar if I wasnât already thinking about tweaking Chad a little when I got back home. Guess that was out of the picture for the time being.
âFair enough,â I said, not wanting to cause any more friction. âYou do what you gotta do. But, next time, do you think you could give ya boy a little bit of a heads up?â
âThat,â Diana said, the side of her mouth curling up, âis something I cannot promise.â
Well, it was worth a try.
âOh, and Raul,â Diana said. âOne more thing before I go.â
I raised my eyebrows, feigning interest.
âThe council wanted me to lay out what would happen if you fail to provide enough justification throughout this process. If you fail to prove your transformations provide significant improvements to both the mortal and magical worldsâŠâ
âIâll have my powers stripped away,â I said.
âNo,â Diana said, stamping out the rest of her cigarette, âIâm afraid I couldnât manage to get them to agree on that for your potential sentencing.â
I furrowed my eyebrows and bit the side of my lip. Worse than becoming a mortal? What could be worse than that?
âIf you fail, Raul,â Diana said. âYouâll be required to restart your magical studies, with a different specialization, as a first year student, of course, and be given an entirely different identity. Raul Flores will be no more.â
âWhat?â I said, my voice rising. âBut in order to learn a new specialization I would have to be-â
âAn adolescent, yesâ Diana said, interrupting me. âYouâll be regressed back into young teenagerhood, and enrolled at the institution in the magic world, considering your first time âround learning in the mortal world would be deemed a failure. You wonât have your mind erased â youâll be forced to remember your past life, your past powers, yet unable to ever cast any shape shifting spells ever again, and youâll start completely over.â
âBut,â I said, my eyes widening. âChadâŠâ
âYes, Iâm afraid he would continue to live out the remainder of his mortal life, not remembering you at all. Everyone here in the mortal world would live out the rest of their lives without you, actually.â
This couldnât be happening to me. How could I be so stupid? I shouldâve just listened to Chad, months ago, and not used my powers until my probation was up. Now⊠now I was putting him and myself at risk⊠and this time, I could really lose everything.
âWell,â Diana said, turning around. âI guess Iâll leave you and your new friend to enjoy the rest of the festival. Handsome man, by the way. Surprised temptations to transform him havenât occurred in your mind. And I know they havenât; I am a mind reader, you know.â
I stood there, staring out past Diana, out into the crowds of frozen people dressed in their festival gear. Large hats, bandanas, flower crowns, shades, neon-matching fits.
Everyone could forget me. Everyone⊠but me.
I turned to look at Diana, tears beginning to well in my eyes.
âI know youâre a good person,â Diana said, continuing. âI have faith in you. I want you to succeed, even if it doesnât seem like it. I wouldnât have gone out of my way to prove you didnât do anything wrong last year if I didnât think you had something⊠Donât let me down.â
âHey, you okay, buddy?â
I blinked, and Diana was gone. The world was back in motion, and for a moment, I thought maybe I imagined it all.
âHuh?â I said, wiping the stray tear off my cheek. âYeah, Carlos, Iâm good. I just- I donât knowâŠâ
âYou sure?â Carlos said, placing his hand on my shoulder. âIf youâre not feeling good, we could head back to the room for a bit?â
âNo, no,â I said, shaking my head laughing. âIâm fine. Really. I just thought of something randomly and it got me sad. You pour a heavy mimosa; you already got me in the crying stage of being tipsy.â
Carlos laughed as he squeezed my shoulder, taking the bait and allowing us to change the subject. We walked on the shuttle and sat about halfway down in order to not be those assholes who sit in the front of the bus when thereâs plenty of space in the back, but also not in the very back so it wouldnât take us too long to get off once we arrived at the festival.
As more festivalgoers boarded the shuttle, Carlos rambled on about how awesome Adam was and how he was glad they at least exchanged numbers since they wanted to see one of the DJâs playing later that night. I nodded and smiled the more he talked, but found myself completely distracted by my encounter with Diana.
Thatâs all that kept playing in my head. Fuck turning into a teen again, although relieving adolescence sounded like a nightmare in itself, but losing Chad⊠I didnât know if I could deal with that.
Worst of all, there was no way to back out anymore. The ball was set in motion. I pushed it, and now it was tumbling down the mountain and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I would get crushed, and still have to suffer my fate.
I had to get this point across. I was going to prove to the council that I was really helping both our worlds and making them a better place. I knew I was.
The first half of our time at the festival was a blur for me.
Carlos and I had been running back and forth between stages and the bars. We even got ourselves a smoothie at some point.
But I couldnât focus. Diana really threw a goddamn wrench in my mind. She was all I could think about; her, and the council, and Chad, and my fucked up life.
I was finishing up the last sip of my margarita when Carlos mentioned he brought molly in the festival grounds with him.
I hadnât done any kind of drugs in years, since I was still in college, but at the moment, being high and wasted seemed better than being lost in my thoughts.
âYou donât have to if you donât want to you know,â Carlos said, popping the pill in his mouth and washing it down with his own marg.
âYeah,â I said, nodding. âBut I want to.â I stuck my hand out, waiting for Carlos to drop the E in my palm.
âAyeee, thatâs my little dude!â Carlos plopped the pill in my hand before smacking my ass lightly.
We were already pretty tipsy, so maybe taking the pill wasnât the best idea, but, if anything, I could try to detox the poison from our bodies if we started getting too faded.
Placing the pill on my tongue, I chugged the rest of my drink. Tossing the plastic cup in the nearby recycling bin, I smacked Carlosâ ass to let him know I was ready to head out of the beer garden.
âWhere to next?â I said, dusting off the bits of dust that had accumulated on my shorts over the last few hours.
âWell, I texted Adam,â Carlos said. âHe said he can meet us at the Outdoor Stage an hour before the DJ goes on. So⊠we still have a good⊠45 minutes before that. Perfect timing too; the pill should be in full swing by the time the DJâs on.â
âNice,â I said, crackling my knuckles.
I pulled my phone from my front pocket, remembering I needed to text Chad that I had been at the festival. I thought about also informing him about the council, but decided it was best to save that until tomorrow, the earliest - perhaps even when I got back home. I needed to have a good time and forget about all that drama.
Hitting SEND on my messaging app, I turned back to Carlos, who had started grooving as we passed by the restrooms, which was convenient considering we probably wouldnât have time to go again once we were at the Outdoor Stage.
At least I had Carlos with me right now to distract me. He was a good time, and his friendship made things feel a little less hectic.
âYou gotta piss?â I said, pointing to the line forming outside.
âMmmm,â Carlos said, his dancing slowing down. âYeah, we probably should.â
âGood call,â I said, walking to the back of the line.
âWatch it!â a man yelled, as he shoved his shoulder past mine.
âYOU watch it!â Carlos said, yelling after the man. âWhat a prick!â
âItâs fine, Carlos,â I said, rubbing my shoulder. âJust an asshole.â
I stared at the man who rammed into me as he walked only 15 steps behind me at the water refill station. He was a pretty average guy, probably in his early to mid 30s. Enough muscle mixed with a little fat, on the taller side. He was dressed like a tool, though. A backwards cap with a basketball jersey about 2 sizes too big, and cargo shorts that didnât deserve to see the light of day.
âWatch it!â the man yelled, pushing past a younger guy about to fill up his water bottle.
âDude, I was here first,â the younger guy said, pushing his way back into his spot at the water fountain.
âFuck off, bitch,â the man said, pushing the other guy to the ground and putting his mouth directly underneath the faucet.
I glared at the older man as patrons in the area helped the younger man back to his feet and fetched his water bottle.
âWhat the fuck,â Carlos said, muttering under his breath.
Rubbing my fingers together and muttering under my breath, I turned around to face Carlos, moving forward in the bathroom line as people came and went.
âCarlos,â I said, trying to lighten the mood. âWho do you want to see after this?â
âI donât know,â Carlos said, putting his hands on his hips. âAll that commotion reminded me we should probably get water before we meet up with Adam though. And another drink. Or two.â
âWh-what the fuck?â a voice said behind us.
A group of people turned to look at the older man from before, his chin and chest dripping with water. He had his arms completely extended out in front of him. He was staring at his hands, turning and twisting them, with his eyes bulging out of his head.
âSomeone please help me,â the man said, choking on his words.
A small crowd soon began to form around the water refill station as he continued to panic. They whispered amongst themselves, confused about the commotion.
I smiled as Carlos and I joined in on the staring. Since that asshole cleared enjoyed drawing the attention of others, I figured heâd want an audience as he experienced his transformation, which was triggered by the amount of water he chugged greedily from the fountain.
What the man wasnât aware of, however, was he and I were the only people noticing the changes to his body. To the crowd of festivalgoers around him, he just looked like someone experiencing a bad trip.
The manâs mouth dropped as the hairs on his arms began to recede, leaving them completely hairless. The rest of his body hair quickly followed suit before his clothes began to loosen up around him. He shrank closer and closer to the ground as his muscles softened, not with fat, but from the loss of tone. The trimmed goatee on his face faded into nothingness as his cheeks rounded a bit, looking more and more like the fresh-faced recent high school graduate he was steadily becoming.
âSomeone please help!â the now 19-year-old boy repeated, his voice cracking slightly.
âSomeone go get the medic,â a woman said, pointing to the medical tent a few yards away.
The teen grasped at his shorts, threatening to fall off his thinning hips. His jersey billowed like a tarp on his torso. His breathing increased as freckles lined his skin and metal brackets appeared on his crooked teeth. Where there once was a wannabee thuggish man now stood a wannabee punkish college-drop out.
âWhat seems to be the problem here?â the medic said, pushing his way into the crowd. âEveryone back up, give the kid some space.â
The crowd began to disperse, deciding it had enough watching punk of a teenager freak out.
âYou gotta help me man,â the teen said, tightening the belt on his shorts. âIâm shrinking man, I donât know whatâs going on.â
âWhatâs your name kid?â the medic asked, putting his hand on the teenâs back.
âMy name is Scott and Iâm not a kid!â the former man said, with a slight lisp as his tongue tripped over the metal in his mouth. âIâm 34 years old and something is seriously wrong!â
âAre you here with anyone else?â the medic said, ignoring Scottâs pleas.
âYes, my girlfriend Stacy and my best friend Hank, wait there they are! Stacy!â
Stacy, accompanied by Hank, turned to look at Scott, confusion written across her face.
âHow do you know my name?â she asked, wrapping his arm around Hankâs.
âStacy!â Scott said, tears forming in his eyes. âItâs me! Scott! I know I look like a kid right now, but itâs me. I donât know whatâs going on but-â
âLetâs get out of here, babe,â Hank said, pulling Stacy away.
As the couple walked away from the water fill station and towards the beer garden, Scott stared in disbelief before falling to his knees and losing consciousness.
âFuck,â the medic said, pulling out a walkie-talkie. âI need a stretcher out by water 3; kid just passed out from an apparent trip.â
âJesus,â Carlos said, shaking his head.
âThat canât happen to us, right?â I asked, trying to play up the drug-trip narrative. I snapped my fingers, ensuring Scott would wake up thinking the entire ordeal truly was a bad trip.
âNo, no way,â Carlos said, turning back around. âMy shit is clean. Not laced with whatever the fuck that prick had. Iâve never seen anything like that. He was so young too.â
âYeah,â I said, as we finally entered the restroom. âKids nowadaysâŠâ
About an hour later, Carlos and I were on cloud 9. After we finished using the restroom and refilled our water bottles, we made our way to the beer garden and chugged a couple beers. Now, we were resting at the Outdoor stage, waiting for Adam and his girlfriend. My head was spinning from the alcohol and the E coursing through my veins. I opted to sit down against a fence as Carlos tried finding our newly acquainted friends.
I pulled out my phone to check if Chad had responded to my texts. Much to my dismay, I had no service.
âRaul!â Adam said, suddenly. âI want you to meet my girlfriend, Cristal. I was telling her all about you guys and how you took me out of the funk I was in this morning.â
âItâs nice to meet you, Raul,â Cristal said, extending her hand. âThanks for helping with Adam; heâs so hard on himself. He beats himself up whenever he tries new things.â
I stood up, the biggest smile plastered on my face, partially from the compliment, but mostly from how insanely fucked up I was.
âAw, it was no problem,â I said, shaking Cristalâs hand. âHeâs a really cool guy â he made Carlos and I enjoy our walk to the shuttle a bit more. Itâs nice to meet you!
Cristal smiled before moving back to Adam, resting her head against his chest. Carlos walked over to me before offering his hand so we could head into the crowd.
As we walked closer to the Outdoor Stage, the DJ began his set.
âFuck Iâm so pumped!â Carlos said, as we all weaved our way through the sea of people.
âMe too,â I said, giggling. I squeezed Carlosâ hand, enjoying the feeling of his fingers intertwined with mine. I moved my thumb over the back of his index finger repeatedly.
âDamn, youâre on a good one huh?â Carlos said, smiling down at me.
âFuck. Yeah,â I said, laughing.
When we finally found a suitable spot, the four of us began dancing. I bumped my head to the beat, swayed my hips to the lasers, and pulsed my muscles to the bass flowing through my body.
My head twirled along to the music, my body moving in ways I had forgotten I could dance. I pressed myself repeatedly against Carlos as he danced with me, his arms holding me close at times.
I closed my eyes, picturing all the colors and shapes of the light show in front of me. I imagined my body changing back to it used to be, knowing I was banned from changing it until my probation was over. But with the way I was rolling, my imagination began to feel real.
I saw my thick chest and tight abs, and my strong biceps and shoulders that would make even Carlos jealous. I felt my thick rod and bulge between my legs, my powerful thighs grooving to the music. I shook my muscular ass, feeling the vibrations course up through my broad back. Â
I imagined Carlos and I dancing there, feeling like we were floating above the ground.
I thought of Chad⊠wondering how he would feel if he knew I was here, cross-faded out of my mind, getting incredibly close with another man.
But I knew Carlos was just a friend. Thatâs all he ever would be. But in that moment, I also needed to have intimacy, because deep down, I was terrified. Terrified that I would fail. Terrified that I would lose. Terrified that I could wreck my life and have nothing left to show for it.
I opened my eyes, my train of thought broken. I looked down at my body; slightly disappointed to see I was still the 21-year-old I had become.
I turned to look at Carlos, when my jaw dropped.
âCarlos?â I said, my voice wavering.
Carlos smiled at me, weaving his fingers around mine before squeezing them. He continued to dance and I stared at his body, not believing my eyes. I knew it was him; still 25 years old, but he was completely different. His muscles were practically gone; he stood a mere inch, if anything above me, and the light stubble he kept on his face had completely vanished.
âIâm having such a great time with you, Raul,â Carlos said, his voice a few octaves higher. âPlease promise me weâll hang out so much more when we get back to LA.â
I opened my mouth to say something, but I couldnât. A tear fell down my face, when Carlos quickly wiped it away.
âDonât cry, Raul,â Carlos said, his brows furrowing.
I closed my eyes, more tears falling down my cheeks. Did I do this? On accident? Diana? Someone else? I didnât understand.
âRaul,â Carlos said, squeezing my hand tightly.
I took in a deep breath before I opened my eyes. I gasped when my eyes met Carlosâ. He was fine. He wasnât transformed at all. He was still the tall, muscular man I had been hanging out with the past couple days.
âAre you okay? Do you need water?â
I laughed, breathing a sigh of relief.
âYeah, that would be great,â I said, squeezing Carlosâ hand. I think Iâm just rolling a bit too hard.â
âI got you, man,â Carlos said, taking out the water bottle from his backpack. âIâll always have you.â
I smiled, wondering how I had gotten so lucky to have two beautiful men in my life. I took the water bottle and pressed it against my lips. As I drank, I felt my anxiety dissipate and my tension balance out. I took deep breaths, in and out, and handed the bottle back to Carlos.
âThank you,â I said, smiling. âIâll always have you too. I promise.â
Carlos smiled back, before slowly pulling my back against his chest.
âWe can dance relaxed like this until you feel better,â he said, whispering in my ear.
I nodded my head and swayed along to the rhythm. I went back to bumping my head to the music, and looked over to Adam and Cristal, who were too busy making out with each other to notice anything at all. I felt a vibration in my pocket and grinned.
I closed my eyes, and sighed. I was going to do whatever it took to win over the council. I was going to win, no matter what.