#hedcannons

10. Do they believe in life outside of their own planet?

🍓…someone my muse has never met, but wants to meet.  - As a Winner he is generally able to meet anyone, but my Quat muse really would like to meet a Wufei, Relena, Cathy, Zechs, ect. 

Hedwig is seriously so important to me and I know it probably isn’t healthy but I feel like the way I am in order to keep my mind off awfulness I need something to be constantly thinking about and before the trouble started I was okay with trying to dream up a perfect future but I’m far too scared to now since my idealism has lead to terrible things and I know I need to re-learn openness and figure out how to become the girl I once was who thought high hopes and dreams were completely attainable and sought after them as if there wasn’t even the possibility of failure but I’m afraid to become her since if I do I might get broken just as badly and as I grow older I feel like having lowered expectations is smarter but when I take time to think about all that all it does is make me tremendously sad and make me feel the awfulness of this world so instead I spend my skyway walk thoughts on imagining ridiculous things like what Pizza toppings Hedwig Robinson would have and how I have a special place in my heart for characters often seen as merely selfish and how, if she were real, I would save up money so that when I live in new york (which I will do, because I’m at least optimistic enough to believe that) I would look for her in the alleys and if she were there soliciting clients I would give her my dollars eat frozen yogurt with her and hug her for ages- literally just ten hours of hugging and I bet I’d cry a bunch because Hedwig has helped me through multiple waves of depression and although it’s immature to have imaginary friends and be as obsessed with fandoms as I obviously am Hedwig is seriously more important to me than I could ever conjure the right words to explain