THIS!!! This is what i have been trying to tell people i am doing, and have been doing since the Lord helped me change back into the happy girl i was a a child before all they shop at trauma formed me into something unhappy and miserable for 40 years. I spent my life dieting, and nothing worked, it turns out i could not have ever list weight really because i had polycystic ovarian syndrome and the normal issues that come with it make women over weight, and they all have the same shape body within this obesity. PCOS girls can eat right and work out daily and always be big. And every time one my friends felt it was their duty to tell me i needed to lose weight, i tried telling them I THINK I HAVE A MEDICAL PROBLEM! Which. Wa serviced with a “sure Jan” attitude an d i was told to go to the doctor which i could not afford. But i. Intuitively KNEW. I had ovarian pain starting age age NINE! So i spent my life Boeing unhealthy starving and depriving myself, after a guy friend i loved dearly told me he could not handle my weight, which is will NEVER understand what that has to do with friendship, he liked me, told me he loved me often, but, my weight was an issue? Other friends said similar things. No guys i think you can’t handle ppl seeing you with a fat friend because you care more about what others think of you than my feelings and the fact you like me. Anyway, ladt year and a half i am literally eating when my noisy says to and what it says to. Sometimes it tacos, sometimes its salad. I feel better than i can ever remember feeling. I have especially become intuitive pin how to eat for my. Hypoglycemia, something i have because i listened to a doctor who pushes bariatric surgery on me, he was not the only one, but, i trusted him (he is not my current primary)and i had it and have had endless combinations. It took me losing weight to get a clear diagnosis of all the things actually wrong it’s my body’s bad get them treated, thank you Lord for Dr C that man is a wizard ad medicine! He is a blessing and he has not once mentioned my weight since 2004, when i started seeing him. NOT ONCE. He has had to sort he clean up of its aftermath. #Healthyatanysize https://www.instagram.com/p/CUSzuNCrzTJ/?utm_medium=tumblr
